friday 6th may 3:29am
i love you simon. i fucking love you. i love your little laugh. i love your blondey browny hair. i love your eyes, your beautiful fucking eyes. i love your smile. i love how you are so damn shy. and thinking back to the 'good ol' times' as i called them the other day. those werent just memories that was me falling in love with you. not just your looks or your personality. i fell in love with the thought of you. and the thought of you and me together. but i guess what really made me fall in love with you is the way you made me feel. you made me feel loved. when you hugged me i felt so safe and i guess i finally felt at home. i may have been so fucking broken si, but you fixed me. whenever i would look into your eyes i felt like i was getting lost, but it was okay because you were there to save me from drowning. but lately. you havent been able to save me and im about to fucking die.
you dont want me no more. and i have to face the fact that im no longer the reason for the smile i love so dearly. im not the reason you wake up every morning. im not the reason you are here anymore si.
i love you and i guess i always will.
-josh.
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Kısa Hikayei always felt lost but you felt safe. you felt like home. no matter how broken you were, you still made me feel secure.
