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"Perrie! C'mon wake up!" A voice shouts at me, shaking my arm. "We're gonna be late for studio! Wake up!"

My eyes slowly open and I see Jade all dressed up, ready to go, right in front of me.

"Okay girls, I think she's awake!" She shouts, turning her head. "Come on, Perrie, wake up."

I reach around me before looking around to see where I am. Waking up to not having Leigh close to me was kind of disappointing but I'm not supposed to get disappointed. This... thing we have might end any moment. I can't get too attached this early on.

I stop thinking of the worst and get up. I'm in pyjama shorts and a cropped tank top so I'm going to have to change. I wish I could just go to the studio in my pyjamas. Too bad.

As I walk to my bathroom to get ready, I think of yesterday. First we decided to go slow, then we decided to not force anything, then we had what I consider to be the best night ever. Nobody has ever made me feel this way.

It's amazing but it's very scary. I don't want to be vulnerable, I don't want to open my heart because it might get broken. But on the other side I want to feel everything one hundred percent, I want to open my heart to Leigh-Anne, I don't want to hold back.

Love is hard.

Wait, did I just say love? No, no, this isn't love. This can't be love. It's too early for that. I can't love Leigh-Anne. I only like her. I only like her.

I try to take my mind off things like this by doing my makeup. Just concealer, brows, mascara, done. I wear a black shirt and jeans and pop my sunglasses on.

I wonder what we're working on today.

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Great. A ballad. And it's about losing someone.

I don't want to sing about that! I want to sing about new love, fresh feelings, so that I can add more emotion. But work is work and I have to sing this.

After my time in the recording booth, the producer calls me over to him.

"Is something wrong, Perrie?" He asks. "That wasn't your best. You seemed out of it."

"No, I'm fine. The song just didn't speak to me as much today." My answer is cheesy, but it's the truth.

"Hmm, well bring the girls in, you guys are going to do some harmonies."

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"Perrie, are you okay? You seemed pretty distracted the whole day." Leigh-Anne says when we're alone after the studio sessions. "Is it... Is it about last night?"

She looks very nervous and worried and honestly I have no idea what to say. I guess I'll say the truth, after all, if it's not the truth, don't say it.

"No, definitely not. I'm just not into the song that much today." I don't think I got the message across. "What I mean is, last night was amazing. It's was one of the best nights of my life. Scratch that, it was the best night. I feel like I saw a different side of you no one has ever seen before and it means so much to me. I was so vulnerable and I think so were you. I'm really so happy about last night. So don't doubt yourself."

By the time I finish my speech, Leigh has a bright smile on her face. Seeing her smile brings a smile to my face and I kiss her.

Wait. We're alone, right? I break away and look around us, no one. Good.

"Sorry, I was checking if there was anyone around," I apologize.

"No, it's okay. We should be careful." Leigh kisses my hand and we walk out of the room to be greeted with the two producers.

"You girls do know that we have cameras in every room, right?"

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cliffhanger!! *evil laughter*

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