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As the days went on, many more kisses were shared. Jade and Jesy got used to Perrie and Leigh-Anne's relationship, they started supporting it more and more. Perrie and Leigh-Anne starting falling for each other but just as they promised, they went slow. They eased slowly into things, not quite living the relationship. Leigh-Anne wasn't happy with this decision, she wanted to dive into their relationship fully. She wanted to tell Perrie how much she adores her, how much she loves her. But Perrie was feeling the opposite, she was afraid of what the future might hold, as much as she loved Leigh-Anne, she was afraid of being vulnerable. And so, Perrie started to put some distance between the two. But Leigh-Anne was catching on...

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"Perrie," Leigh whispered, kissing the blonde's jaw. "I love you."

Perrie froze, not knowing what to say or what to do. Her heart was beating uncontrollably and her eyes were wide in surprise.

Leigh sensed this and immediately took action. "It's okay if you can't say it. I know we decided to go slow but I couldn't not say it."

Perrie was still speechless. Her mind went blank, she could only open and close her mouth like a fish.

"Perrie," said Leigh sadly. "I'm sorry, I said it too quick. It's okay if you don't feel the same way yet... Just please say something, anything."

"I.. I don't... I don't know... what to say," Perrie stuttered, closing her eyes. "I'm not ready, yet."

"Don't worry! It's okay! Just pretend I never said it," Leigh promised, leaning into her. "Let's pretend this never happened."

Perrie nodded and focused on pecking her girlfriend's lips. But she couldn't shake the scene out of her head.

Why I couldn't I say it back? I never had a problem with Zayn, or anyone else. What's happening with me? Perrie thought to herself, slowly moving to kiss her girlfriend's jaw.

Leigh-Anne closed her eyes and smiled, completely oblivious to the blonde's doubt. She felt her body heat up as Perrie kissed her neck and she let out a small moan. And the girls couldn't control what happened next.

Perrie was too distracted to fully commit to what the pair was doing, whereas Leigh loved every moment of it, she loved sharing this with Perrie, she loved being vulnerable with the blonde.

That was where the girls were opposites.

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"More studio time?" Perrie groaned. "All I want to do is perform live and promote, not record. Recording the tracks is the most awkward part of the whole thing."

"Stop whining, Perrie," Jade warned. "There isn't much left, anyway. We're going to start shooting the videos in a few days."

"Fine." Perrie huffed, soon giggling to what Leigh was whispering in her ear.

"Stop it, babe. Not in front of everyone," Perrie whispered to her girlfriend as Leigh lifted the blonde to her lap, kissing her neck.

"Don't worry," Leigh cooed. "They're all used to it."

Jade and Jesy, along with the girls' dancers and close friends had gotten used to Perrie and Leigh-Anne's relationship and they all were very supportive, which calmed the girls.

Everyone else continued on with their conversations as the girls continued their love show.

The two became more and more physical with each other, sometimes forgetting the emotional side of the relationship.

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super short and weird and awkward and boring, i know. i've really been hating this book, so i never feel like writing. and i'm so sorry!! i had so many plans for this story but now they all seem pointless. so i might not update for a while, i'm really sorry. i just need to rethink about what i'm going to do with this story. i love y'all so much, all of you have been so supportive with your votes and comments so i'm really really sorry ♡ ily