First day of school I found out today that Brad is in my English class.
And so is Josh.
And so is the boy from the chapter "Hating Her" in Orthography. Well, who he's based off of.
I saw Josh head towards the class and watched him walk in and I was glad to see someone I knew.
But then I saw Brad.
I walked straight to the desk beside him without any hesitation. I think I even looked straight at him. I'm pretty sure I was even smiling... Then I suppressed that grin far too quickly so when I responded to his "Hi" I seemed not too happy to see him and I regret that.
It was way too hard to suppress that grin.
I was happy. Elated. I covered my mouth with my hand to keep that glee to myself.
Then the Boy Who Hated Me walked in and I wanted to slam my face into my desk.
When I walked in, I tried to wave to Josh but he paid me no attention.
Unfortunately, I got moved to the opposite side of the classroom from Brad, Josh sat a fair distance but closer, and the Boy was only two desks away. I can still see him perfectly where I sit, not to sound creepy or anything (but I'm such a freak I'm not proud).
But I'm happy.
And I would write the rest of the year here on problem number nine.
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Non-FictionA hopeless romantic's reality check. Problem: Lately, I've been having a bit of trouble with boys. Not real trouble, but trouble. These are just some situations in which I have interacted with them, or have had just gone into deep thoughts about the...