Giddy

Confirmation

It was Friday night... that technically bled in to Saturday morning.

Anyways, Carlos and I ended up texting each other and all, trying to make plans and everything. He used very particular language that made it so that he was basically trying to plan a date with me. Of course I didn't really mind, and it actually made me super happy.

But out of the blue he drops it:

I like you.

And I had absolutely no words at the time. I couldn't string any together. It didn't help that it was probably about midnight by then, nearing one a.m. What was I supposed to do? I had never been... confessed to before. It was almost surreal.

But one thing for sure is that I could not stop smiling for a while when he told me.

Then the weird thing happened. I admitted to him that I was unsure of what liking someone really was, after he y'know, asked if I liked anyone. My gut actually wanted me to reply with him, but then of course I remembered Brad just as quickly. So he asked who I would go for right in that moment, and that's when I told him it was Brad.

And then he would say something along the lines of, "Oh, you must like him a lot then," and also he expressed how he was used to not being liked back and it just made me feel really bad. I told him that it made me happy that he told me, and although he said he was glad that he could make me happy, it had a trace of silent heart break I think.

But now there's a predicament. Because as I'm spending more time with him, I think I might be liking him more and more...

And this was a short chapter I know I'm sorry, but just wait!