Isn't He Lovely

Depression °Chapter 9°

Harry is still gone. The girlfriends and I have hung out a few times. Once we even went to Cheddar's. That didn't pull me out of my depression either though. I don't think I will be either until he comes back. This is only the first time! It's not even the longest tour either. Probably the shortest one truth be told.

I wish he was home. All I have been doing lately is laying in bed, eating, and watching Titanic. It always reminds me of him. I need to get out of this funk I thought. I'm gonna call Ashley and Alyssa and see if they were busy, we were going out tonight.

Well Alyssa was taking her dog, Rowdey to the dog park so she couldn't. Ashley could though. I told her to come over to my house so we could get all dolled up,  We were gonna go out to a non-alcoholic 15+ club. I mean we are all at least 15 but Ashley is 17 so she technically wasn't allowed to drink yet either. I was only 15 so I definitely didn't want to drink! It would be bad publicity as well.

Once Ashley got to my/the lads flat we did each others make up and picked out outfits for each other. I wore a cute tank top dress that was fitting, and purple. With a sparkly, silver belt on my torso. Ashley wore the exact same thing but a yellow dress and gold, sparkly belt. "You look stunning!" we both said in unison.  Thanks! I replied.

----------AT THE CLUB----------

I am so nervous I told Ashley. I was just old enough to go to these types of events. I had never been to One before. She said there was nothing to worry about. She has come here with Niall lots of times before. I was still worried though. What if somebody tries to rape me, or kiss me and the paparazzi get a pic! Harry would never forgive me. At least I had a witness. "Just watch what you drink." Ash stated. They try to spike them sometimes.  Grrrrr, why was this my idea?! I think we should just turn around and go home Ashley I said. "Oh no we don't. this was your idea and we are sticking to it!" She shouted. Okay, okay, alright. I finally gave up. I was going in.

Ashley was right. Beside the fact that a lot of the guys tried to hit on us it was fun! We danced all night to the best songs ever, and didn't drink ANYTHING! I was all okay not even thinking about Harry... until C'mon C'mon came on. Everyone cheered knowing that it was a lively One Direction song. All I did was run right out the door. I couldn't help the fact that my boyfriend was a singer in this song! Ashley came running after me. "(y/n)! what's wrong did something happen?" I just couldn't take it. knowing that my boyfriend was singing that song all over the country without me by his side! I just want to go home and go back to my normal days of staying in bed and watching the telly." I finished. "Okay, alright. I'll drive" Ashley stated. Thanks for driving me home I said once we got back. "No problem. Call me or text me if you need anything at all (y/n)." Ash sounded worried. I'll be fine Ash. Don't worry. Your like my sister. I will tell you if I need anything! Bye

As I walked through the door I slipped my flats off. Why was I such a party pooper? I walked up the stairs into the bathroom. Took off my dress, put my pajamas on, took all my make-up off and brushed my teeth before I fell into my bed without even looking at my phone forgetting that Harry said he give me a goodnight call every night.

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Sorry this was such a small and crappy chapter. I need more ideas. I have one for when Harry comes home but I don't have anything to put in between. Please suggest anything I may use your idea and I may not. It all depends on if I can fit it into the story or not! Please comment on what I need to work ok! :) THANKS!

-Brieberle