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Chapter forty three

I wake slowly, a deep moan being dragged from my lips.
Fuck.
It's still dark but I can tell it's morning. I lose my breath with intense pleasure and moan again as my hips jerk, oh fuck! My cock feels warm, wet and harder than steel. I feel soft lips and a hot tongue.
"Oh fuck!" I groan.
Beth moans and my hands move down my body, her hair covering my stomach and hips. Holy shit, she's giving me head.
"Elizabeth, Angel. Oh fuck sweetheart" I mumble incoherent and shocked.
"Good morning almost husband" she says husky and her voice causes my eyes to open.
Her eyes are on mine as her tongue flicks over the tip and I growl down at her, as I watch she takes me deep and continues her gentle torture.
My hands gather her hair into a ponytail and I watch her work me, my stomach muscles are so fucking tight and my whole body is hot.
I'm so fucking turned on.
"My fucking god, Beth. Oh shit" I can't seem to form a sentence, only short grunts of pleasure.
I want to tell her I love her, I want to tell her this isn't necessary, I want to tell her to never stop. I can't. Moaning loudly my hands in her hair push her down, my hips arch and she takes all of me.
"So fucking good" I praise her and she moans.
Oh shit, too good. Beth doubles her efforts and sucks hard, her tongue moving in ways I've never experienced and I'm on fire. My breath is harsh and my moans are constant and needy.
"I love you, oh fuck Angel, love you" I stutter completely gone.
Beth's hands move over my hips and stomach showing me she loves me too, her nails scrape down my abs and her hands grip the base of my cock working me harder.
Woah, how does she know to make it feel this good?
"Beth?" I warn still urging her on. "Sweetheart, oh fuck!" I moan louder.
Beth doesn't stop, her eyes lock on mine and I see she wants it. It drives me crazy and I've never been this loud, I can't help it and with a desperate cry I come intense and painfully good. My hands are rough, pushing, and hard on my Angel's soft neck and she moans as she sucks me dry.
Holy fuck, this woman.
How did I get so fucking lucky?
"So beautiful, fucking love you. Oh God, sweetheart" I pant and tremble forcing my touch to soften.
Her mouth moves to my hips kissing me and oh so slowly moves her way up my body, she covers my body in kisses and softly licking me till she reaches my neck. Her body covers mine and my arms hold her close, her legs straddle me and I feel her. Fuck she is wet for me, her hips move and my cock jumps already wanting more as she sucks on my neck.
"That was amazing, fucking thank you sweetheart" I pull her mouth to mine and kiss her still trembling.
"I love you too Jay" Beth smiles softly with a blush.
"You are so beautiful" I whisper and my hands move Beth's hips to rock her.
"Damn Big Man" Beth gasps as my erection returns.
"Sit up Angel, I want to watch you" I lick my lips as she does.
Her hips rise and lower directly over me like they need no guidance and slowly she sinks down biting her lip with a whimper.
"Beautiful" I repeat because it's all I can think, she is hands down the best thing my eyes have ever seen.
"Touch me" Beth breathes.
She has never asked before, she has never told me what she likes. She always just accepts what I do.
My hands hold her hips and I move them up over her ribs, Beth circles her hips slowly like she likes it and I lower them to do it again. She rolls her hips slow like she's dancing and her eyes close.
Holy fuck, she is pure sex right now and it blows my mind.
My hands reach the top of her ribs under her arms and I bring them round to her breasts, a cry parts her lips and her head falls back.
My chest is so fucking tight watching the way she loves me, her body is so sexy and it moves like nothing else. I moan deep in my throat, she is mine, she will be my wife. She loves me.
One hand moves up her chest to her collarbone and I grip her throat pulling her down for a kiss, I fucking love her kisses.
"Jace" Beth breathes needy and wanton as she kisses me hot and slow.
I keep my hand around her neck but move the other to the small of her back massaging and pushing her deeper, so fucking good.

Beth never increases her speed and keeps us slow and soft, I'm insane with desire and love, passion and lust. It feels like we have been going for hours, Beth is covered in a sheen of sweat and she holds her hair up off her neck, it's damp and curly and she is a fucking sight to be seen. She told me once sweat is not a good look on her but she was wrong, she is fucking glorious.
A gentleman would roll her over, give her body a well deserved break but right now I'm no gentleman. I let her do the work she certainly seems to be enjoying, I've watched her come more times than I can count but she doesn't look done with me yet. She's so close to another orgasm and I feel her tremble and she sucks her bottom lip into her mouth, I watch every little move she makes, every little expression on her face. I can't get enough of her.
"Yes Elizabeth, come on Angel" my hands move her hips.
She almost stops moving completely as she gets close like its no longer possible to move and I help her out. I lift her hips then drive her down on me hard.
"Yes! More" she calls out speaking for the first time in forever.
I do it again, and again so slowly and I feel her moans in my cock. I'm so close to taking her hard and fast, I never want to stop but I need to come so bad. It's all I can think about.
"Jace!" Beth cries and she grips me tighter, her climax undoes me.
"Elizabeth" I moan and my tether snaps.
My hips thrust up hard and fast like I need and Beth meets me thrust for thrust, her moans more like screams.
"Fuck woman, just like that" I tell her as she rotates her hips.
"Jay, oh fuck, oh fuck yes" her mouth stays open as if she wants to scream.
"Sweetheart you've got thirty seconds tops, come on honey more" I groan.
"Don't stop, don't you fucking stop" Beth orders with her nails in my chest.
God damn, bossy much?
Fuck Masters concentrate. I move my eyes from her face before I lose control, I watch her breasts bounce as she rides me hard but this isn't going to help either. My eyes go to her hips, the way my length disappears inside her body and I cry out, fuck! I squeeze my eyes shut with an effort and try to ignore the way my muscles are holding tight to my bones.
"Ahh fuck! Jace harder!"
"Are you trying to kill me?!" I almost laugh.
"Just.. A... Little... More.... Yes!.. Oh fuck.... Yes!" Beth screams and shudders going completely still and I open my eyes.
Beth is watching me, her mouth open and shocked. I can't hold back and I come with a roar.
"Oh honey, sweetheart. Oh fuck, Lizzy yes. Damn I love you" I pull her down and kiss her face all over as my body pulses and jerks harder then stone.
"Fuck you Masters, fuck" Beth groans and kisses my mouth hard.
What did I do?
"Angel? You got there right?" I ask confused.
"Yes, just shhh" she silences me with another kiss.
We lay kissing and trembling in a sweaty heap of tangled arms and legs and I'm pretty sure this is the best day of my life.
"Say it again" Beth whispers.
"I love you?" I say
"Before that" Beth shakes her head.
"I don't know sweetheart, what did I say?" I kiss her temple trying to think then I freeze.
"Oh honey I'm sorry" I tell her.
"Say it again" she repeats.
"I love you so much Lizzy" I whisper in her ear.
"Fuck" she groans.
"I'm sorry Angel, it just slipped out" I tuck her hair back and look at her sad eyes.
"Let it, it's fine. I am Lizzy" her head rests on mine.
"Not if it hurts you" I tell her.
"It does, but for once I didn't hear him. I heard you, your love and not his hate" she gulps.
"Good girl, I will call you anything you want Angel" I roll her over now and rest her head on the pillow.
"Jace, I've been thinking about it. Beth Masters doesn't sound right" she frowns.
"You don't want my name sweetheart?" I ask with my heart sinking.
"Yeah I do" she smiles and kisses my lips.
"Then what?" I ask.
"Elizabeth Masters works but it sounds very formal, Lizzy Masters sounds right. It sounds like me" a tear slides down her cheek but she smiles.
"Yeah it does, I can't wait to call you Masters. Angel your name can't change you, you will always be you. My beautiful sweet Angel"
"Then I want you to call me Lizzy whenever you want, you have saved me Jace. I think I was scared to be that girl, as if a new name could save me from being hurt again. Being Beth didn't change anything. You did, you saved me from being hurt again" she looks so vulnerable and hopeful.
"It doesn't matter if I call you Elizabeth, Beth, Lizzy, Mama or Masters I will never let anyone hurt you. You are the most precious thing in my life, I will always protect you with my life. You and these little cherubs are my entire world" I kiss her lips and free the bottom from her teeth.
"Thank you Jay" she smiles sweetly.
"No sweetheart thank you, I'm not sure what made you think to wake me up like that but damn that was fucking amazing. I feel like I should be worshipping at your feet all day" I sigh feeling so contented.
"You my sexy demon were calling me in your sleep, pitching a freaking circus tent and moaning. You take such good care of me I thought I'd return the favour?" Beth blushes and bites on her lip nervously again.
"I was? I don't remember dreaming. I love taking care of you and I don't expect rewards for doing so but anytime you want to do that again you just go ahead Angel" I smirk and give her a cheeky wink.
Beth giggles and runs her fingers through my hair, her stomach growls and I frown.
"I need to feed you, shit I've missed breakfast again haven't I?" I roll to my nightstand and grab my phone.
It's only nine thirty but we have usually eaten by now, I kiss my woman again and roll from the bed.
"Jay I'm fine there's no rush, I just expended more energy than I normally do in the mornings" she giggles.
"Hmm yeah you did, did I say you were amazing because holy fuck you were amazing. We have never made love like that before, so relaxed and slow. You definitely rocked my world" I groan long and deep.
"Thank you, I thoroughly enjoyed myself" Beth blushes bright red and I smile at her innocence.
"Sweetheart you never need to feel embarrassed with me, I've told you so many times but I'm not sure you believe me. No job is too dirty. Anything you want, I've got. I'm very open minded" I wink jumping into a pair of jeans.
"I've noticed, Jace? Oh god don't be offended but do you think maybe you are gay? Bisexual?" Beth covers the lower half of her face nervous and I laugh at her expression.
"No sweetheart I don't think that, I personally don't believe in labels. I'm very attracted to females, but I've met a few males that I've found attractive. I don't think that because I like one person it has to be who I am, love is love. Lust is lust, it's more about the person I'm with then what's between their legs. Does it bother you to know I've been intimate with a man?" I ask feeling kinda nervous.
"Bother me? No, Jace. It makes me think maybe I'm a little special you know? Not only did you choose me over every other female but over every other human" Beth shrugs embarrassed sitting up against the headboard now.
"Good, you are. Angel, I've told you, you can ask me anything" I sit on the side of the bed getting the feeling Beth wants more information on this.
"I shouldn't, it's not like I've ever asked what you did with a woman" she shakes her head.
"You're curious as to how far I went or how it worked with the three of us?" I smirk.
"Both" Beth whispers.
I sigh and run my fingers through my hair, does she really want me to answer?
"Remember this happened in a past life, a drunk Jace was a very different man. I don't blame the alcohol as the reason I was with men but I've never been with one sober" I shrug stopping to see if Beth is ready for this.
She nods and takes my hand in hers, I give her fingers a kiss and a squeeze.
"The first time I wasn't prepared for it, I thought this girl and I were leaving the club alone when she asked me if her friend could come too. I said sure why not, thinking her friend was another chick and called for a taxi. She waves her friend over from a large group of people and I wasn't even bothered enough to look at the group for who it would be. Yes drunk Jace was a douche bag. I slide in the taxi and my date slides in after me, then her friend. A very male friend, tall like me, a big guy like me. He kisses her friendly and smiles at me with a wink, I must of looked shocked because they both laugh at me. I shrug it off, I hadn't shared a woman with another man before but I sure as hell wasn't a prude and I'd already spent a good few hours putting on the charm for this particular piece of ass" I shake my head not believing I'm telling this to my future wife. "We get a room and I think maybe this won't be so bad when he pays for half, we pour some more drinks, clothes come off. Things are a little blurry in my hazy mind but this girl is on her knees and I'm standing naked up close to this guy so she can.... Multitask. I'm distracted and turned on, I don't even think anything of it when Ash, the guy, leans over and kisses me. I kiss back, there's tongue and stubble and soft lips and it doesn't bother me to go with the flow. I didn't think about how far it would go till he joined her on his knees, this shocked me. He knew what he was doing and it was obvious this wasn't his first time, their first time doing this. Sweetheart I don't think you need all the gory details but to put it short and bluntly, he sucked I fucked, she was basically there to keep it from feeling weird. I was shocked again when I forgot she was even in the room, I liked him. I liked making out with him while we were both inside her. I liked what we did, so when he called the next weekend I answered. I never saw the girl again but Ash and I hooked up with a few other chicks a handful of times over the next few months, we switched it up but mostly I fucked him" I look at our joined hands and not Beth's very quiet face. "Head's not really for me but anal's not so bad, I'm much more of a giver than a taker" I bite my lip and look up expecting that I've said too much.
"Jace, it's okay Big Man. I asked, I can handle the answers you have to give. This Ash, do you still see him around? Are you still friends?" Beth asks quietly.
"No sweetheart, I stopped answering his calls. He was one of the cars I was racing the night I stopped drinking, I didn't want anything to do with anyone from that night. We weren't great friends or anything, and he wasn't the only guy I hooked up with. I hope you weren't looking for me to invite him over?" I raise my brow at her.
"Oh god no, I don't like men Jace. You know this" Beth shakes her head and I cock mine to the side.
"Newsflash Angel, you're going to marry one. I hope you more than like at least one" I smirk.
"I absolutely love you Jacey baby, you are the exception" she smiles so pretty then it drops and her face is worried and sad.
"What is it Angel?"
"That kind of sex... Was it ever dirty? Shameful, embarrassing? Even though you kinda liked it?" She whispers, now the one looking at our hands.
"Angel? Do you think I should have been? Does this change things?" I ask instantly regretting telling her this.
"No, I don't mean with a man..... Anal?" She whispers and my heart sinks.
"Sweetheart, we're not talking about me anymore are we?" I ask gently.
"Do you do that with women?" She whispers ignoring my question.
"Do I? No sweetie. Did I? Yeah I did, not all the time and every woman is different. Some ask for it and others will slap a man for even suggesting it, I'd never expect it honey" I try for honest and gentle.
"Before I tried to leave him he used to do that with me, I didn't mind. No sex with him was ever really enjoyable so I don't know if I like it, I do know that I shouldn't. He told me I was a dirty slut for letting him, he would starve me sometimes, so I would beg. I had to beg him to shame me" Beth tells me quiet and detached like she's reading it from a book.
She has never given me any details about him before and I don't know what to say to her, so I just hold her to my chest.
"Sweetheart, you don't need to feel ashamed for that. Sex is natural and bodies are meant to be touched, if we weren't supposed to have all kinds of sex we wouldn't enjoy it like we do. Humans were designed for pleasure, for touch, for love. You my beautiful woman respond to pleasure exactly right, there is nothing shameful, dirty or embarrassing about the way you love. Elizabeth you are no slut, promise me you don't think that way about yourself" my hands move over her naked back and her soft chest presses into mine.
"You don't hate me for doing that? It doesn't repulse you" she asks my neck.
"Angel no, I could never hate you. That doesn't repulse me, I was hoping maybe one day you would feel comfortable enough with me to try that. I know your experience is limited and mostly traumatising but I want to show you the good side of sex, you make everything we do so amazing, I want you in every way" I tell her.
"I was terrified to tell you that, you make it so easy to talk to you. I love you" Beth sighs and snuggles deeper into our embrace relaxing.
"I love you sweetheart, you can tell me anything and I want you to tell me everything. Good news is we have our whole lives and you don't need to tell me everything right now, whenever you want to talk I'll always be here" I tilt her head back to look at me.
She doesn't look scared or sad and her eyes are dry, I kiss her lips softly with a small smile and run my thumb over her cheekbone.
Beth's phone rings beside the bed breaking our moment and she pouts adorably, I lean over and pass it to her without looking who it is.
Beth looks and rolls her eyes with a smile.
"Sup?" She asks friendly then here eyes go large "Oh my god! You don't need to be that specific" she laughs shaking her head at me. "Let me guess, you're hungry?" She asks and I realise it's her new BFF.
"Tell Cole breakfast will be ready in half an hour, I'm going to shower then I'll get right on it" I kiss Beth's forehead and stand.
"You hear that?" Beth asks smiling at me.
"Sweet! Hey Jay, Cole's cooking dinner" Beth calls after me.
"Sounds good honey" I say back turning on the shower.