My Alpha Mate

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Sam

"Do any o-of you guys want so-some breakfast?" I asked Blake, Liam, and the guys that were with them and still feeling a little shaky because of Xander's anger.

Blake and Liam nodded while the guys that were with them just gave me a polite smile. Okay, then. I'll take that as a yes.

I opened the fridge, got a pack of bacon, and decided to make some pancakes. Back in my old pack, I was the one who always cooks the food for the whole pack, so I know how to cook a lot of food.

I started mixing the pancake mix and frying the bacon. I also grabbed some eggs and decided to cook them as well.

"So, how are you?" Liam asked, trying to break the silence that has fallen in the kitchen, except for the sizzling of the frying pan.

"Um, I-I'm good," I replied, trying to give them a genuine smile, but it probably looked more like a grimace.

"You sure? You look kind of shaky," Blake commented from the side.

"Yes," I answered.

I continued making breakfast for me and the guys. It took a while since there were at least five other guys, not including Liam and Blake, that needs food. And plus, guys usually eat a lot, so I had to make extra food for everybody. Once I have given everybody their food, I grabbed a plate for me and put a small portion for myself.

"Thank you, Luna." The guys said, making my face heat up. That was the first time that anybody ever thanked me for making them food. My old pack would just eat the food that I made them and leave without saying any 'thanks.' So that was a first for me.

"These are delicious. Thanks, Sam," Liam said with his mouth full, almost moaning in delight and giving me a grin.

I smiled back at them, feeling my heart start jumping in joy. I'm glad that they liked the food that I made for them.

"Yeah, thanks, Sammy. Hey, can I call you Sammy?" Blake asked, making the smile on my face to fade slightly.

No one has ever called me 'Sammy' other than my brothers, and that was before my parents' death. Now, they just call me mean names that makes my heart clench painfully along with those kicks and punches.

"Ye-yeah, sure," I said, trying to smile again but failing.

"Hey, are you okay? Was it something I said?" Blake said, concern written on his face. I just smiled at him and gave him a nod, trying to reassure him and the others that I'm okay, even though I'm not.

"Well, okay. If you say so," Blake said skeptically, worry still written all over his face.

"Yes, I'm sure," I said.

He nodded and continued eating his food. I continued eating my breakfast, still feeling worried and scared for Xander. I didn't want him to go looking for my pack, I didn't even tell him that they're the fifth most powerful pack in the world. Although I have no doubt that he will win if it comes to a fight, I still feel worried for him and his pack's safety.

I finished eating my breakfast and washed it before putting it in the dishwasher. I collected the guys' plates and put it in the dishwasher too before heading upstairs to Xander's bedroom, leaving the guys to play their video games.

I entered his bedroom and sat on the bed, putting my face in my hands.

'I don't want my old pack and Xander's pack to fight because of me. What should I do? What can I do to prevent them from taking the lives of people? Just because I ran away from them? I don't want to go back.'

What worries me is that my old pack has alliances with the neighboring packs, and if they all joined forces together then they have a shot of winning if it comes to a fight. I don't know if they're still looking for me, but I'm sure that my brothers won't let me get away that easily.

I'll just have to find a way to protect Xander and his pack as best as I could, but the only way I could think of was returning to my old pack to prevent a fight. What am I going to do?

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