Chapter 16 feelings

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Thank you for reading and patiently understanding my grammar.. I made this chapter , while on my way for work, it was traffic then this sinked in my mind,

Chapter 16

Steph's POV

We started the tour early this morning, we went around the city, an hour to travel to beautiful places of ilocos sur, then an hour travel going to ilocos norte, we took pictures of museum, white rocks, the beach, the wind mill so beautifully laid near the blue beach, we also went to salt factory and the dragon fruit factory, awesome i can say.. Then we arrive at laoag city lunch time we all eat and enjoy everything and now we are heading to pagudpud were white sands and blue beach is located, this is the famous beach in north aside from that of boracay, pagudpud isnt polluted yet so you can enjoy this place.

I love beach! So im excited, its a two hour drive from laoag but they say its worth it, and i dont mind travelling long hours

"You look excited" i smiled at Kyle confirming what she just said, she knows i love beaches its my sweet escape

She laugh, why so sudden, her laugh sounded beautiful to me as if an angel sweetly caressing my ear with her soft voice

'Snap'

'Why do i say such things, if she ever know this.. Gosh! Its embarassing'

'Idiot' i silently said to myself and bit my lips

"Are you ok?" I heard her say wrapping her one arm on my shoulder

"Ye-yeah.." Pretend that her closeness doesnt affect me this much.. Even theres a voltage rush through my shoulder making me shiver and butterflies gone wild AGAIN

'Why do i act so weird around her lately.., am i like this before? Im sure not, i dont remember feeling awkward around her before, i love hugging her, but now its like i feel different?'

"What's battling in your mind?"she ask again and there that stare that shes giving me, those eyes

"Nothing, just excited"i lied, duuhhh! Doesnt sound excited, find a better alibi

"Liar.. Come on, tell me whats eating you there"she pinch my cheeks and smirk,

"I feel weird"i honestly said,

'Yeah, weird because im like this around her, i cant explain why, i like her being near but then if shes near im like this. Crazy.. Freak.. '

'Is this being gay?is this how it felt?'

"Weird of what?"she look at me with creased eyebrow

"Ummm"i bow my head, and play with my fingers

'Should i tell her?'i look at her, and shes still have that serious look

"I think.." I said, oh gosh! Should i say, i like her?

'Is that right?should i tell her, im confuse when shes around me?'

'Am i ready? Am i sure that its the right word to say?am i sure that

'I like you is the most fit word for this behavior that i have with her?'

'Helllpppp'

"You think, im pretty?" She blurted, i look at her face, my eyes widen

'Did she know'then she smiled, removing her eyes away from mine and look at the window

"Yes"i answered .. There i said it,. I saw her look at me with her most calm face ,

"I know .." She said and laugh

"All girls drool when they see me.. Im such a beautiful creature "she smiled and smirk

"Flirt!" Got annoyed, i thought shes serious,

"Why does those girls like you?" I ask sarcastically

"Coz im beautiful and handsome at the same time"she said and wink

"Duuuhhh!as if your a lesbia-" then the word sink in my mind..did she??

'Did i hear that correct? '

"Sort of"she admitted calmly

"Not funny" i said seriously crossing my arm

" i was just playing.." She said and pinch my nose, she doesnt look like joking, i mean she wears this manly clothes, but she did have a boyfriend before, in fact she got her boyfriend the time that i got lowell

"No, your not"i said mocking and looking away

"I love you" i heard her whisper i turn my head as fast as i could to look at her, making sure of what i just heard

"What did you say?" I ask , my heart beats fast i can almost hear it, im so tense well ive heard her say those words before but why it is so different now? Why?so many whys for this day

"I didnt say anything" she smirk,

'I think shes playing around, just drop this conversation im just the one having this thoughts around her, and i dont like her to notice me being so different today

"You.. You said , i love you" i said in almost a whisper tone, feeling dissapointed,

'Now its weird'

"I said what?" She smiled and close the gap beside us, making us closer , i look at her and open my mouth to repeat what i have said but then., when i saw a playful smile in her lips, i suddenly realize that i have said i love you to her and that im actually going to repaeat it

"You're so mean! " i pout and crossed my arms

"Come on, you look so serious with your sexuality problem. Im just helping you be at ease with it"she said and hold my chin directing to look at her

Then i think the world has just stop from turning what i can only hear is my heart beating so fast , beating so loud i can almost hear it.. I feel so nervous , i feel so tense

"I love you, silly .. Nothing will change so drop off that gay problem of yours, i will still be the same Kyle that will always be with you.."

I love those words..it felt good it felt heart warming i feel so love So important to her,

'Why didnt i realize or even felt this before?'

I hug her tight, im so overwelhmed that i may say i can actually cry and ruin it , but i did not instead i hug her so tight

"Now.. As much as i love your hug.. But baby your killing me" she said in a soft voice

"What's the commotion", i heard Our professor's serious voice

"Ohhh.. I see, " he said in a serious tone

"Sorry sir, "we fix ourselves immediately and quietly smiled at each other, he then walks away from us

So., how was it?did i give justice to Steph discovering feelings for Kyle? Vote or comment if you want me to continue writing and if you have a great suggestion for this story.. :)

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