Epitome of Love (girlxgirl) COMPLETED

Chapter 39 Happy birthday to me

"All we have is all we need. All we need is the awareness of how blessed we really are"

"Good morning baby!"

i was awaken by the high pitched tone of my mom

it's been 9 months now when Kyle just vanished into my LIFE but it felt like 9 years had passed,
nine freaking months of getting myself used that she no longer part of my friends, my life exactly.

'she vanished that easy' deep sigh slipped out of me

i heaved

a part of me without her for that 9 months turned out good to be honest which i thought would be worse.
the past 9 months was fun, me sabrina and the gang went out of town. Yes , i am now allowed to go out of town without a waiver from my mom. Mom allowed me all of a sudden, well she mentioned me being a lady and that i should be out enjoying the life while im still young

me and the girls spent most of our out of town trips going to few famous beaches in the philippines

we watched movies at Miro's place during weekends or if there are no classes. To be honest we never do such thing before, yes we are friends but we dont stay at each others house for such stuff.

I may say our bond are stronger now and getting more stronger as we grow older.

'i want to keep it like that'

I almost forgot to mention that we did challenged ourselves as a trying hard mountaineer. traversed one of the mountain near the city

and to prove that we enjoyed our last trip we are going to attemp to do it once again. The famous Pico de Loro (as displayed) on my birthday which is today by the way

"good morning mom"i replied after running massive thoughts inside my mind, i have that moment

"happy birthday my baby" she kissed me on my cheeks and gave a warm hug

"thank you mom" i smiled in return and stretch the bones out of me

"all packed up?"she asked, i nod in return and jumped off my bed to take a quick bath

"i will prepare a small party later tonight, better not be late"

i heard her say while neating my bed

"yes mom!, i wont be late"i shouted and started to take a shower

I felt the warm water run into my face

felt soothing as if cleaning my entire soul, washing away all my thoughts.

the past 9 months made a lot of changes in my physical appearance. my hair is longer, i lost a lot of weight, got even paler skin because of late night study and research.

'oh!the research thing ugh!' i rolled my eyes remembering how research and studies sucks

but there are memories that we can't just simply wash away like what's missing in my middle finger.

5 weeks ago, i decided to stop wearing the ring that Kyle gave me, i thought what's the use of wearing it. That ring only reminds me of what i want to forget in the past

it felt empty though.

but if i continue wearing it, it will only remind me of our past and i hate to be reminded of what i'm trying to forget

'never decide on something undone' i sighed

"honey, make it quick your friends are here" mom's voice pulled me out my trance