Chapter 22
Steph's POV
Days went out so fast, school was great and me and my bestfriends still hangs out whenever we have breaktimes but we dont go out as we used to before, like hanging at the mall all of us four Kyle has been busy this past few days they say it was her after school basketball or volleyball practice and the music fest that she got herself into that made us see her less often.
' i miss her'
Before even though shes busy she always leave a message for me, texting me every morning or ask me out to hang out with her at the park, now i feel her distance
Loira didnt show up like she said maybe shes busy too but she calls every once in awhile and sometimes text me every night, yeah i dont feel spark when i hear her voice or feel excited to read whenever she havr message for me unlike when i personally see her. I think distance affect me this much that i realize what i feel for her is something i called infatuation
kyle have occupied my mind in ways that i didnt notice, its not that im worried about her feelings that i have hurt but its about that girl im worried
'What if they're dating now?but why is it too sudden? She just confess her feelings just a couple of days and then it hasnt been month but shes that over close with that girl'
'Is that love? Or its just her word?'
'Should i beleive her? If i see her with this girl just a couple of days?'
'Is that love ? That you can easily get rid of and find another one for replacement that fast?'
"Ugh!"
'I dont understand, what i know is if you truly love this one person you will wait for her, you can never replace her no matter how much you want to, you can never ignore her no matter how much you fight it, thats love right? You cant breathe and live without her'
"But , she despise all of that, i feel her distance, her coldness, the old Kyle i once knew is now gone, is that all that she want? A love to be return if not return, goodbye for all thr friendship we shared?" I whispered to myself, im starting to be mad, hate myself for thinking this much, for running millions of thoughts of what would happen if i didnt allow Loira to be near me, or what happened if i answered her love for me'
My head is breaking and crushing
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Epitome of Love (girlxgirl) COMPLETED
RomanceWe can always see love, but few can experience true and unconditional Love, Steph green is a frustrated and hopefull girl who believes in true and perfect love, she was supposed to marry until fate twisted her life, will she handle what LOVE will g...
