What if those urges just suddenly gets in the way and you realizing there's no way out to fight and instead let it flow
"So now tell me why are we here again?"
"As what i have said, i'm here to help you sooo...."
'I gathered all my courage and breathe as much air as i can. Ive been with few girls after all but today is different. This girl sitting in front of me held and is holding my heart for a very long time'
I move closer to her
Run my hand on her cheeks brushing some strands that blocked her eyes
"What am i doing in your dreams?" I asked in my most calm voice
She squick for a bit but did not move to avoid my hand.
instead she stared back
" you're kissing me" she said and there she's beginning to blush
"Show me what exactly i was doing" i said in all seriousness, but deep inside im loving all of it.
'I mean who wouldn't?you have something so precious, so vulnerable in front of you yet you didn't ask for it
"Do i have to?" She ask with creased Eyebrow
"Yes. Unless you want to continue having those dreams. Do you know that in order for you to end those fantasies is to satisfy your thoughts and you can't do that by just yourself .Unless you want to do it alone" i said in a sing song
'I think im not that good at convincing people,that's just sad isnt it?'
"Ok, i will do it..i mean ok i will do as what you said, just don't freak out"
' i can sense the tense building up around her, it shows when she started to inhale huge air and release it afterwards '
The next thing that surprised me was her hands reaching my face.
You know that feeling, when the world felt like it stopped from rotating
Like you feel numb
Stomach trembling
Like all your nerves are in a fast move
Like every stroke of her finger caresses every bits of your soul tingling your nerves to wake that sleepy hallow inside you
'Yeah im nerd, so what'
And when she slowly moves closer
Flash back of some random memories runs in my brain
'She did this a very long time ago, we were playing this one game. i can't remember what it was, all i remember is that moment were she kissed me just like this.
Just like this moment
Like this moment you actually want to stay like this forever,
like this is all that you ever wanted,
I don't know or when it was but this is what i dreamt of
To feel wanted by the only person i ever want
There will come a time in our life were we will want someone more than we ever want ourself
Im sure you can relate to this,
even though ive been with few girls i can tell only one person fills all the space in my heart
My eyes voluntarily close as her lips touches mine
It was soft but nerve crushing
It was as if all the butterflies inside my body rumble all there might like they have this urge to come out of my system
Her left hand caresses my face while her other hand running a stroke on my collar
I literally smile with her action i know she felt that
'I cant help it, her actions really is adorable'
As if she's a little girl playing with her dad's collar
It was really tempting for me, like there's this feeling inside me that wants to hold her and make her stop
But i dont have the heart to do it,
I want to control the longingness inside me, or rather the feelings inside me
If i want this to continue
If not, i could crush her to were we are sitting now and release this controlled feelings
I dont want that to happen, she might hate me from being so sexually rude
Lol
I just want things to happen according to what she wants.
What she wants matter most
"Why are you smirking?"she whispered between kisses
'You know what. That kind of kiss that she gives me now is sooo adorable, i never in my whole kissing experience ever talk while doing french kisses'
'I love it actually. I can't explain, lame isn't it?. '
'I cant explain'
"Im not smirking" i replied while that grin still stuck in my lips
"Ummm..why?"
"You dont ask someone random thoughts while kissing" i murmured between kisses
Then she stop moving, i notice her hand was already holding my collar, sliding her soft hand till it reach my chest.
She stop, and stared at me. You can see her eyes glittering
"You don't want to do that"i said in almost a whisper tone
I saw the disappointment in her face, dropped her hand landing between my tigh
"Because i can never get hold of myself"i whispered in her ear, began to kiss her earlobe which i felt her shiver
That earn a grin from me
Sliding my lips from her ear down to her neck
Suck into it earning a reddish cricle
And when im done i slowly undo her blouse
This time, shes not drunk she knows very well what im planning to do with her, yet i dont feel any complain
She did not even slap me when started it
Annnddd ofcourse im not good at it so apology for not giving you all the satisfaction for that part.. But i do hope i gave justice to whatever thoughts i have to it coz surely i gave all ive got.. Sooo.. :) enjoy.. More to come,
Patience my dear reader, patience is really a virtue when it comes to this part as i am really quite unexpressive.. Ok too much explanation, i do hope you enjoy reading it
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RomanceWe can always see love, but few can experience true and unconditional Love, Steph green is a frustrated and hopefull girl who believes in true and perfect love, she was supposed to marry until fate twisted her life, will she handle what LOVE will g...
