How do you mend a broken heart? is there a book for it?
Does google have the answers?or yahoo?or bing?or siri?
how long will it take me before i can move on again?days?months?years?ages?
how do you manage it?eat alot?go out?hike?hang out with friends?find a new one?
how did i managed it before?i cant remember now.
'Kyle had erased the pain'
how can i release the pain and let it out of my heart, to make me feel numb and not to feel anymore
with all of this, is there any assurance that i will no longer feel the ache?
do i need to hate her?
'it will only torture me if i do that'
i dont have the heart to hate her
i just dont know i cant find it within me
but i know deep inside there's regret, there's what if
"urgh!"
shook my head and throw my pillow against the wall in dismat and frustrations
how many times do we have to be broken?how many times do we need to fall inlove? how many times do we have to keep looking for love when we thought that our last will be the last?
its so frustrating at times, you want to be mad but the more you get mad the more you feel the love that you are very sure it will stay where it is in your heart for a very long time
it is sickening how you planned your life with someone only to end up planning it on your own now,
'my own life without her'
despite of the comforting words they have said, despite of how much i tried to make myself happy and have the most positive mindset its like my heart has its own mobility to ache, to grief for being broken, to be alone and mend every heart ache. to take my own time to heal
i could cry for endless time just here in my bed, no music of any sort can comfort me, my pillow is soaking from tears.
i look like a moron
no, i look like a child who cries over a toy they cant buy
i dont know how to start. i dont know where to start, if only i can turn back the time i would go back to that night we had a dinner, when im still holding her.
if only i knew this would happened. i swear i will never let her go, i will hold her so tight
but now it tore me.. Got myself questioned everything..
why do they say they love me yet they meant to leave me. why cant they stay?am i not that worth of staying?worth loving?is that hard to keep people around you forever?
why is it so hard to understand her words.. no matter how hard i try to understand everything that she said and make believe thay everything will be alright.
i dont really understand
"tell me what do i need to do??beg?plead?what?!tell me?i will do it, just tell me i will do it. Kyle.. im worth keeping i swear im worth keeping.." i murmured and tears burst out
"baby" i heard a soft voice from behind the door.
im guessing from the sound of mom's voice i can very much say she is really worried
who wouldnt?i have not eaten anything since yesterday
i covered my face as soon as i heard her enter my room
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