Epitome of Love (girlxgirl) COMPLETED

Chapter 20 Changing phase

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Chapter 20

What will you do when your caught in two persons love, who will you choose? And how sure are you that your choices will lead you to what's meant for you?what if you choose the wrong person? how will you know?what will you do?

Steph's POV

"I love you enough that it hurts me so much"

'Why do i always hear that, its like a song that keeps playing in my mind over and over again'

"Now what?what to do?"mind stirring,

We're on our way to travel back to Manila. its past 6 in the evening now im sitting with Miro while Sabrina is sitting with Kyle

'I broke her heart'i sighed and let out a long breath ive never seen Kyle's face so hurt i keep on telling her that i wont hurt her in any way that i can but the more i tell her or assure her the more i break her heart and now...now shes totally broken

'What gotten into my mind?do i want a relationship with Loira?is it what i wanted' i feel so depressed

"Is it really what you wanted?" I heard Miro, didnt notice her looking at me, now i feel weird maybe now she thinks that her friend is crazy

"Ha?" Yeah, buffering my mind is buffering now

"I said is it really what you wanted? Do you really want a relationship with Loira?do you love her?" She said she remove her eyes from looking at me and open Blaires ipad to open her facebook

"I dont know,. It happened so fast, i couldnt take back what i have said, i was so caught up of that moment " i really dont know what happened to me that time, i wish i could take back what i have said then i wont see Kyle so hurt

"Its a question to be answered by a yes or no only, you wont doubt your feelings unless you feel something for Loira, and if you think that Kyle is hurting because of you , she'll be fine she knows it and she expects it" i was surprise that Miro knows something and it comes out with her so casual

"People cant have it all, just think about it like that" she shrug and decided to turn off the ipad once shes done turning it off, she fix herself to face me and hold me by her tiny hands

"I know something about love,"as if shes going to tell me a story

" my mom always say that if i happen to be broken doesnt mean ill be forever broken, maybe God is preparing me to be stronger person when the right one comes and i can be a great woman who knows how to handle a long term relationship" she smiled, i look at her so amazed now she really sound grown up

"Miro.." Yeah, hit me now its the only word that came out of my mouth

"I hope your moms right, i dont want Kyle hurt, it hurts me too.. I feel so bad, i always tell her that i wont ever hurt her in anyway i can" i sighed now tears are starting to build up

"When she started loving you, she started hurting herself already"

"Ha?"

'Buffering again? Is it music to my ear that i kinda want to repeat again'

"Dont think that i dont know about that? She cant forever keep secrets from us, shes too showy you know and im guessing your the only one among us that didnt notice that and you know why"

"Now i feel awful" there tears fall freely from my face, Miro wipe it with her hands

" just think that its part of loving someone , like how you loved Lowell, she may be hurt now but in tiime when all's well, shell find this one person who will make her feel the love she did not found before"

'Find this one person whi can make her feel the love' why does this feels a sting in my heart

'Will i ever accept that?'

Now i sound selfish,

'Am i ready for that? What if she found it and its not me'

Head crushing..

She smiled sweetly and wrap her tiny arms around my neck, i hug her tight

"Will i be ready for that?" I whispered

"Dont rush things Steph, if your not still ready for it" she sighed

"Even though her love wont wait for you, i know for somehow love has its own way , and i call that destiny"

I scrunch up my nose not understanding what she said

"Love isnt a forceble feelings , its naturally felt by people. Sometimes we just have to listen to what our heart keeps on telling us"she again said

" and as far as i know when you're inlove you have to be strong, if your weak then you dont have the right to be inlove at all, because in reality love can be really painful"

'Love can be painful, why?'

Migrain

Im now looking at her back hoping she will tutn her head to look at us, but she never did, i hear her smile, chuckle and talk but not even once she glance at me

9hrs past, i did nothing but sleep, wonder and look outside my window hoping i could come up with solution for this problem that i have,or if i can call this a problem anyways.