You Are The One: Book 1

Chapter 13: Letting My Heart Go

Keyla:
Bastard. "I whispered"
What? "He whispered back putting his hand on his cheek where I slapped it"
I sighed and kept walking fast. The rain was hitting my face and it wasn't easy to me to open my eyes. When he kissed me, I felt like if...like if...like if I liked him...like if I wanted him to do that. As I was walking, he grabbed my wrist, making me to look at him.
Yah. "He said looking at my eyes"
Let go. "I said looking down"
What's wrong? Did I do something bad? "He asked gasping"
Yeah! You did! "I said in a loud tone" I told you my feelings for you...but you just...
Wait! You just thanked me. You didn't say anything else... about your...feelings?"He said serious and thoughtful"
I fast opened my eyes very big and looked down. I was tearing up but I knew he couldn't see it because of the rain.
Mianhe Chanyeola... "I whispered as I was sniffing"
Keylana. "He said fast after me"
I looked up at him and then leaved him.
What was happening to me? I was feeling wierd...My heart hurted a lot and I couldn't even breath.
When I arrived to my room, all the girls started at me.
Yah, why are you wet? "Sonya chuckled"
You didn't bring an umbrella, did you? "Yoori asked crossing her arms"
I'm tired girls...I'll take a bath and then...take another bath. "I said heading to the bathroom"
The water was warm and comfortable. I couldn't stop crying. I loved Chanyeol so much, he was the only one who was always next to me and cared for me.
When I came out from the bathroom, the girls were not here. They were in the meeting we had in the lobby. I put my winter pijamas on and head to the lobby. When I arrived, our manager looked at me and smiled. Chanyeol was looking at me, I just sat next to Paul and listened to the big news.
All right guys. You know all of you had a photoshoot already with your partners. "He said with a smirk" But now, instead of photoshoots, you all will have... KISS VIDEOSHOOTS!!
The girls shouted when he said "Kiss videoshoots"... I knew Chanyeol was not looking at me when he said that, because I was the one who started at Chanyeol. The girls of course agreed. We had a mini dinner in the lobby, with cakes and cookies. The plan was to be more social with each other. I head to the cookie buffet and picked up two cinammon rolls, because I like them. The girls were fangirling, as always, while I was heading outside with Buddy.
Hey little guy. "I said with a smile patting his forehead" Look, I brought you these, hope you like it. "I whispered showing him the plate of cinammon rolls"
He smelled them and started to eat them. I chuckled and kept patting his forehead.
What do I do, Buddy? "I whispered to myself" This is not easy at all. What do I do?
I sighed and turned around, Chanyeol was here too. My eyes were wide opened as he head to Buddy and started to pet him too.
Look, you don't have to do that kissshoot if you don't want to. "He said worried"
I looked at him and he looked at me.
Chanyeola... You are precious to me. "I said worried"
He had a "I cannot believe you said that" face.
I won't do that shoot... I won't. I wouldn't like to you to feel...umcomfortable with me because of what happened. "I said looking at his eyes and left"
The next day, someone was calling me by my phone. It was our manager. The girls were all sleeping.
Yeoboseyo? "I answered"
Keylana, sorry to wake you up. "He replied"
Aniyo, I already was awake... "I said with a sleepy tone"
Good. Come to the recording room. I'll see you there in 5 minutes. "He said hanging up"
I sighed and got up from my bed. I got ready and head to the recording room. He was already waiting for me in the door. We came inside and the judges were there too, smiling at me. I smiled with a bow and they bowed too. I looked through the glass that divides the recording room form the testing room, and Chanyeol was there, with his guitar. My eyes were wide opened and I looked at them.
We would like you two to record a song. The one you sang in the concert. "The ahjumma said"
Excuse me? "I said confused"
You can sing another one if you like. "The ahjussi said smiling"
She will, right? "Our manager said laughing and pushing me to the recording room where Chanyeol was sitted"
Why are you here? "He asked confused"
You guys will sing together. Arraseo? "Our manager said leaving me with Chanyeol"
There was an akward silence between us. I hated this... Everything changed between us...
We sang When I look at you, It was pretty. When we finished, I head to my room. The girls were all watching TV and they were looking at me wierdly. I head to the bedroom and saw my box all broken on the floor. I gasped and ran to it, everything my brother gave me, the letters, his book, pictures....the recording...everything was broken. I was gasping a lot and tearing up at the same time. I fast got up from the floor and head to the girls. They started at me, Paul looked to another side.
Who did that? "I asked pointing to the bedroom" Answer me now. Who did that?! "I shouted"
Woah! Relax Batman! We did it. "Shaly said chuckling"
We heard you this morning, in the recording room, singing. "Yoly said"
Calling judges attention. "Sonya said"
And because of that you did all this?! "I shouted"
We told you to stop doing that and let us be someone important too! "Mary said serious"
Yah! "Rae shouted pushing me and making me to fall on the floor" Stay away from the attention. Or we'll do more. "She whispered"
I looked at Paul, she had a pitty look. Wasn't she going to help me? What are friend for?
Is that what you all only care about? "I asked whispering" You all are crazy that just care for yourselfs so you can hurt others! "I shouted with tears"
Rae looked at me and punched my lip with her fist.
Ah! "I shouted" Yah! Are you nuts?! I asked getting up" You all have changed! I thought...we were like a family... "I said in pain"
Well, since your brother's death we stopped being a family, don't you think so? "Sofie whispered"
Is that so? "I asked nooding" You all want me to stop, right? "I asked and they all nod" Great. "I said" Arraseo. Now on... "I started to tear up more" I'll just be a backup dancer so you all can get all the attention. How does that sounds? "I asked crying"
Keylana... "Paul said heading to me with a tissue" Let me help you. "She said placing it on my lip" You're bleeding.
Leave me alone. "I whispered heading to the bedroom and picking up all my brother's stuff"
I grabbed the broken box and put in the other stuffs. I was tearing a lot, I head outside and sat on a bench that was in the hotel backyard, where the trees could hide me. Everything was broken, I couldn't stop sniffing. The letter he wrote to me and the video tape, everything. I grabbed some stuffs and tried to fix them, but it was imposible... I threw to the floor all the stuffss and started sniffing. Someone was heading to me.
Keylana? "Baekhyun asked" Are you okay?
Baekhyun? "I asked getting up fast and grabbing all my stuffs" Sorry I...just wanted to feel fresh air. "I said hiding my fave"
Were you crying? "He asked getting closer to me and placing his hand on my cheek" Yah...you're...bleeding. "He said worried"
It's nothing. "I said back"
Yah, let me help you. "He said worried"
I said I'm okay. "I said in a loud voice"
I want to shot myself, his face. I didn't mean to loud my voice... He looked down, with a hurt face.
Baekhyun...mianhe... I didn't- "he cut me off"
I gotta go. Um...I just wanted to be friendly. Mianhe if I made you feel umcomfortable. "He said with a hurted smile"
He left and I sighed. I sat again on the bench and looked to the trash. I fast walked to it and threw all my stuff in. I looked back and saw Chanyeol running to me with a towel.
Yah. Are you okay? "He asked looking my lip" What happened? Baekhyun told me about this. "He said grabbing my hand and sitting me on the bench"
Chanyeola... "I whispered as he was cleaning my lip"
Don't talk. "He whispered" Tell me later whatever you have to say.
I couldn't help this any longer. Our friendship was on the ground. I was tearing up, he looked at me confused. I sniffed and hugged him. I started to cry on his chest, as he was placing his hands on my hair and patting my back. He's the only one who can make me feel happy.
Mianhe Chanyeola...Mianhe... "I whispered as I was sniffing"
About what? "He whispered"
Everything. "I said"
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We were in the kiss shoot. I was with Chanyeol, he looked nervous. The girls already made that kiss scence with their partners, but Chanyeol and I were the last ones.
Yah, remember. You just have to kiss my cheek, arraseo? "He said trying to calming down"
Just your cheek. I get it. "I said breathing fast"
Listen guys. Judges said you both can have a break before the big time. "Our manager said chuckling"
We both bowed and head to the living room.
Okay, let me explain. Chanyeol and I missed each other. The day when I was crying on his chest, I told him I was sorry for being a jerk when he kissed me. I was confused so that's why I reacted that way. We decided to keep being friends, that made us feel more happy. I missed him, even though three days didn't pass. We also talked about that kiss scence, we agreed to just making me kiss his cheek, actually, he was the one who wanted me to kiss his cheek because of what happened.
Look, Keylana. "He said grabbing my wrist"
I looked at him, at his eyes with a smile.
Ani. Nevermind. "He said shaking his head"
Chanyeola. "I whispered and he looked to me" My feelings for you...
Tell him you like him....Tell him...!!
Actually I... I- "our manager cut me off"
Okay guys! Be ready! "He shouted"
We stood infront of the camera. They put Enchanted by Taylor Swift so we could relaxed and move with the background music. We were supposed to start, but he was just starting at my eyes. I slowly placed my hands on his cheeks so I can kiss his left cheek. His expression was confusing, I think that was the paper he decided to do. I looked at his eyes and he did the same, too.
Gosh don't look at me like that...
Guys, I don't know what's happening there but keep doing what you're doing. "The photographer said as he was recording us"
Yah, what are they doing? "I heard Sonya whispered"
Are they...acting for real? "Mary asked confused"
I think she's just going to kiss his cheek girls. Don't worry. "Rae whispered"
Rae, that punch you gave her looks so ugly in the camera. "Shaly whispered chuckling"
I know right? That maybe won't call judges attention. "Rae whispered back"
Everyone was looking at us, but I was just concentrating. He slowly looked to the camera so it would be more comfortable to me to kiss it. But...when I was about to place my lips on his cheek I moved his face towards me and lift myself to his lips. He was in shock, and so was I when I noticed what I was doing. I opened my eyes big as my lips were still on his, he was looking at me, at my eyes. I was going to stop but he placed his hand on my cheek and pushed me closer to him, making some pressure between our lips. I was more than in shock, I didn't know what to do! I was holding tight his arm, but I calmed down when he started moving his lips. My eyes were closing slowly, like if they were ready to go to bedtime. His lips were soft, he was kissing mines softly. I slowly placed my hands on his shoulders. He moved his head to another direction so it would be comfortable for him. He broke the kiss after 4 minutes. With our eyes looking at each other. We stopped when we heard claps.
Everyone were clapping. Even some of the girls. I forgot we were in a shot...our photographer was about to cry, with his girly moves, even was our manager. I bowed to the judges and head to the girls.
What was that? "Paul asked, but I didn't answer, I was in shock"
All right guys! We are going to make a video with all your kisses scences, it will be just like korean dramas. We're also going to put it in your next concert for the fans. So...be ready for shouts and claps. "He said laughing and everyone shouted except me, of course"
We left from the room, the girls were going to the bathroom and I was hypnotized by what we did. I was walking around the hallway, thinking. I had to sit down. I slowly touched my lips, and a smile was coming out form my lips.