You Are The One: Book 1

Chapter 23: Goodbye

Keyla:
As I was walking, away from Chanyeol, my heart was racing fast. My body also hurted. I'm always hurting people feelings, I get it now. Was this how my life was supposed to be? Is my purpose in this world...not being happy?
Excuse me student. Would you like something to eat? "A cafeteria lady asked"
Aniyo, I'm okay. "I said forcing a smile"
Eat something student. You've been here an hour without eating something. Should I call a doctor? "She asked worried"
Already an hour? "I asked calm and she nod" I guess I've been here for long...I apologize. "I said getting up from the table where I was sitting and bowed my head"
Aniyo aniyo! "She said worried" You can stay here. There's no problem. I'll at least bring you a glass of water. "She said bowing and leaving"
I was thinking, thinking, and thinking. My tears didn't want to stop, I'm so weak.
He's already awake. "Chanyeol said as he was sitting across me"
What are you doing here? "I asked cleaning my tears"
I'm telling you he woke up. That's why I'm here. "He said placing his hands on the table, next to mines"
I don't mean that! "I said almost crying" Why are you here? If I changed, why are you still here instead of forgetting about me for once?! "I asked crying" The only talent I have... "I gasped" Is to kill people feelings, I feel like a murderer. "I gasped"
He didn't say even a word. I sighed and got up from the chair, heading outside, where the snow was falling and the night arrived.
Yah! Keylana! "He said coming outside too"
He grabbed my arm with his strenght, stopping me from walking away. When he stopped me, my hospital mask fell on the floor and the wind took it away from me. My horrible face, I didn't want him to look at me. I fast looked down without facing him. He turned me around to face him, and looked at my face, my wounded face.
Je...je...jebal. "I said looking down" Let go. "I said ashamed" I don't...want you to look at me...like this. "I said tearing up"
I won't ever let you go again. "He said in a calm tone"
Let go! "I shouted pushing away my arm" You cannot be with me anymore! "I said crying" Just look at me! The only thing I know is to kill others feelings! "I gasped" I don't want to keep hurting you! I don't even know why you're here! You -"he cut me off"
Because I love you! "He shouted with watery eyes" Can't you understand you're my everything?! You're driving me crazy and I can't still hold it more! "He gasped" You...have to forget about all you've done and think about what will happen. "He said trying to calm down" That's why I'm still facing you! Do you really think I like you because of your body appearance?! Stop hiding your face and look at me! " he grabbed my face and made me to look at him" For me...you're still a beautiful princess. "He whispered tearing up"
I started gasping and crying. I can say I've never cried like this since my brother's death. I kneeled down, because I needed air and was weak. I could feel the snow in my fingers.
Get up. "He said hurted"
I didn't get up. I wanted to cry. He sighed and kneeled down, looking at my face. Then he placed his arms around me, making me to let my body fall on his legs and my face on his warm chest. He hugged my back, I missed this feeling so much, I was crying like a baby. I couldn't help it.
Mianhe Chanyeol. "I said crying on his chest" Chongnmal mianheyo... "I gasped"
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You're here? "Min Ho asked with a sleepy voice while I was coming inside his room"
Hey. "I said sitting next to him" Mianhe, I wasn't here when you woke up. "I said worried"
Aniya, I understand. "He said chuckling"
He didn't look like if he was in pain, but I knew he was. He knows how to hide things well.
Keylana. "He called my attention" You took off your mask. "He said with a smile"
Min Ho. Are you alright? How are you feeling? "I asked forcing a smile"
I told him everything. "He changed the topic with a unworried look"
What? "I asked confused"
When you were kidnapped, until what happened yesterday. "He said sitting on the bed"
We've been here a day already? "I asked confused"
Yeah, when I brought you here, you didn't want to wake up. And I was in surgery all that time. "He said looking at my hand"
You scared me. I thought you were going to die. "I said sighing" Because of the fight.
Aniyo. It wasn't his fault. Actually, it was going to happen. He just hit my face, not my wounds. "He said looking to another place"
He looked suspicious. He was thoughtful. Then he faced me with watery eyes, I looked at him confused. He simled with a sighed and when he did, tears fell from him. I never...saw him crying before like this...
The medicine is horrible, it's painful. "He said cleaning his tears" Yah, listen. "He said slowly grabbing my hands" You...have to be with him. "He said" I can't longer be with you.
I looked down when he said that, I didn't want to face those words.
He sighed and placed his hand on my cheek.
Yah, look at me. "He whispered" You know why, don't you? "He asked trying to calm me down" You have to start again, I gave you that oportunity. I did all this for you, remember?
I looked at him with my watery eyes.
Now you have to promise me...that you'll be happy when I'm not around. "He said forcing a smile"
You're...gonna die...because of me. Just say it. "I said trying not to cry"
Aniyo. Don't say it like that. "He said placing his other hand on my cheek" Don't ever think like that, that's another promise you'll have to make. Arraseo?
I couldn't answer. He kissed my forehead, then he looked at me.
This is the last one. "He whispered"
The last what? He placed his lips on mines. I could feel his tears falling on my cheeks. He broke the kiss and looked at my eyes.
I love you, don't ever forget that too. "He whispered"
I slowly, started to gasp and hugged him. He hugged me back and sniffed.
So this is a goodbye then? "I asked still hugging him"
Oh? That's wierd. I thought you were going to make a drama because of all this. "He said chuckling"
You're wrong. Inside my heart, there's already a drama that cannot be revealed to the viewers. "I said sniffing"
Then...let me answer you. "He said chuckling" This is a goodbye. "He said with a sleepy voice"
Are you sleepy? "I asked smiling" You need to rest.
Can you bring me seaweed soup? I'm starving. "He asked smiling"
I will. I'll be right back. "I said smiling and leaving the room"
Take your time. "I heard him say"
When I came outside from the room, Chanyeol was sitting in the waiting room. When he saw me he stood up and head to me, with a friendly look. I gave a him a friendly look too. He acompany me to the cafeteria and get some seaweed soup, while heading again to the room, he started talking.
The girls are in the hotel. "He said looking down"
The girls? "I stopped walking and looked at him"
Yeah, why? "He asked confused"
Chanyeola...there's something I must tell you. "I said looking at him with watery eyes"
What is it? "He asked"
I actually was...kidnapped. "I said scared"
What...are you saying? "He asked"
Omo?! It's Keyla from SOYOLYPARAEMASHAKEY? "We heard a group of teens talking"
Yah of course she's not. She's dead, remember? "Another girl said"
Wait...Isn't that Chnayeol Oppa?!
Oh no...
Let's go. "He whispered grabbing my arm and dragging me fast" Hide your face.
I did as he said. The seaweed soup was getting cold because we were walking fast and the air was hotting it. He dragged me inside a closet, why always a closet? I wanted to die of scared. Those people were looking for us, while we were looking at them throught some wholes that were in the closet door. When they leaved, he sighed and looked at me. I was thoughtful, looking at the same direction. Then I woke up from my daydreaming and looked at him, the seaweed soup was already in the floor because there was no space between us. There was also a silence.
What did you say...later? "He asked in a low voice"
It's...nothing. "I said placing my hand on the door lock so I can leave"
But he grabbed my arm with all his strenght and pushed me against the wall, my IVY even fell on the floor. He looked so angry and upset.
Stop this. "He said serious"
Chan...yeola. "I said looking at his eyes"
Who kidnapped you? "He asked serious"
I didn't say anything.
Who did all this to you? "He asked"
That doesn't matter. "I said fast" I'm here, alive. I'll...try to forgive them. "I said tearing up"
Are you crazy? Or stupid? "He asked"
I didn't reply and he sighed, looking down. Then he looked at my eyes, it was like an hypnotizing metod of him. I broke the glace and looked to another place.
You don't...feel the same way towards me...do you? "He asked closing his eyes like if he didn't want me to see his pain" You only think about yourself. "He said leaving me in the closet"
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I went to the cafeteria to get more seaweed soup, because it was dropped on the floor. Chanyeol was...walking around the hospital I guess. But he was right, I'm stupid.
I head to the room and came in with a smile, opening the door with my back.
Min Ho I'm he- "I cut my self off as I let the dished fall on the floor" Min...Ho? "I asked looking at him, laying peacefully with his eyes closed"
I slolwy head to him and looked at him. I shook his body, but he was not waking up.
"I chuckled" Yah, stop joking. Wanna die? I brought your food. "He didn't wake up" Min Ho...jebal.
My chuckles were turning into gasps and tears, as I was shaking his shoulder. I was also shaking my head, telling me in my mind that this was not happening. Trying to convice me that he was just pretending. I couldn't even breath, I collasped on the floor, taking all the stuffs that were on a table so I won't fall, but nothing helped.
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Yah, babo. Wake up! "I heard someone say"
I opened my eyes and saw Min Ho, I was laying on the grass, it was a beautiful place with a beautiful sky. He was smiling when I opened my eyes.
Min Ho? Yah?! What happened?! "I asked getting up and holding his arms"
"He chuckled" Don't worry. I'm alright. "He smiled"
I looked at his eyes, he was looking good again, healthy. What was happening? I looked at all his body, he was wearing a white shirt with white long pants, he didn't have shoes.
Do I look wierd? "He asked"
A tear fell from my eyes when I realised where we were. I didn't answered, I was thoughtful with my eyes wide opened. He smiled and cleaned my tear.
Smile. "He whispered" Thanks to you I'll be happy.
There was a light right in front of us, a girl was heading to us, but not too close. She had a white dress with long hair and a beautiful white skin, just like him. She smiled and waved to me. I looked again to him, and a tiny smile appeared on my lips. He looked at me and chuckled, then he hugged me, pecking my cheek.
Gomawo, Keylana. We'll see each other again. "He whispered" I love you.
He broke the hug and smiled again. He took some steps back and started heading to that girl. She smiled and ran to him with laughs, while she was hugging him like if she was a little kid. He laughed too as he was lifting her and turning in circles, he put her down and kissed her cheek. Then he grabbed her hand and she layed her head on his shoulder as they were heading to that bright light. Before leaving, he stopped walking and looked behind to face me, he smiled. I could see a tear falling from his eyes. Then I smiled too and chuckled with lots of tears.
Gomawo, Min Ho. "I whispered to myself and he smiled even more, then he left"
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She'll wake up soon. "I heard someone say"
Kamsahabnida. "I heard a guy say and a door closing"