You Are The One: Book 1

Chapter 18: Boring Without Her

Chanyeol
We were still working hard for our next concert, but this was not going to be the same without her. We were in the dancing room, practicing our moves with those girls. My new dancing partner was Shaly. Her moves were so akward, she was always touching my legs and bodie when she only had to pretend. I didn't feel comfortable with her, so I was always lost while dancing.
Yah, Park Chanyeol! Can't you do better?! "Our dance teacher shouted"
I'm sorry. "I said bowing my head"
Yah Oppa. Can't you see I'm doing all the work here? Come back to your senses! "Shaly whispered loud"
Keyla used to be our dance teacher AND also my dancing partner, it's different without her. She never touched me just because she wanted.
Yah, Chanyeola. What's wrong? "Kai asked sitting next to me in the lunch room" Your moves are not the same.
He's right Hyung. What's happening? "Sehun asked sitting with us"
Is it because of...Keylana...? "Chen asked and looked up at him with my mouth full pf rice"
Don't bring that up. "I said looking to another way"
Chanyeola...you have to face it already. "Kai said pitty"
Kai Huyng's right. You should forget about her and continue with your life. "Sehun said"
I said DON'T BRING THAT UP! "I yelled"
Everyone stared at me, Sehun looked down sad.
Yah! Chanyeola! "Chen shouted"
It's everything alright? "Suho asked heading to us"
Park Chanyeol! Do you have a problem?! "Xiumin asked out loud heading to me"
Wae? You do have a problem?! "I asked standing up and looking at Xiumin"
I am not the one who is behaving like an asshole! "He said pushing my chest" Apologyze to Sehun!
I sighed and pushed Xiumin, moving him from my way to throw my food in the garbage and head to the apartment. I head to my room and sat on my bed. I took out form my closet the book I gave to Keyla. I tried to clean the blood a little bit, since Rae gave me it, I haven't looked at it, yet. I layed on my bed and started turning the pages. When I finnaly got to be in the middle pages, I saw a bookmark, but was mot simply a bookmark, it was a book mark made by her, where a picture of our first photoshoot was placed on with glue and a pink scarch.
So that's why you were smiling in the airplain. "I whispered forcing a smile" I miss you. "I said touching her face on the picture"
I closed the book and hugged it, laying my face on it.
Chanyeola. "Lay said coming inside the room"
What you want? "I asked giving him my back"
We're going to eat ramen at the Ramen House. Wanna come? "He asked"
Do I look like if I wanna come? "I whispered" Get out. Leave me alone.
You can't be like this all your life Chanyeol. Just because you lost someone doesn't mean your life have come to an end. Think about that, because you're hurting yourself and also the ones who are around you. "After that he left"
Lay's words made me think, I fast thought about Sehun. At the way I yelled at him, that was not good. I decided to go to the Ramen House after them, so when I arrived they all stared at me.
Look who's here, Mr. Old Man. "Chen said serious"
Are you done? "I asked sighing"
Guys, stop it. "Baekhyun said"
You're here then. What made you change your opinion? "D.O asked crossing his arms"
I thought you were not going to come. "Xiumin said"
I'm here, happy? Where's Sehun? "I asked counting the heads that were incomplete"
Sehunha? You made him feel terrible, you know? "Kai said laying his elbows on the table"
Kaiha. "Suho said serious"
He's outside. "Lay said"
I head outside and saw Sehun sitting on the grass, playing with his hands. I sighed and sat right next to him.
Mianhe. "I said after 10 seconds" About later, I didn't mean to yelled at you.
You know... I have a grandma who always takes care of me. You already know her. Since I was a baby, she was the one who raised me. She was the only one who was always calling me asking me how was I doing these days. Her smile always brought me happiness, even throught the phone I could tell she was always smiling when she hears my voice. Three days ago...I received a call from my mother, she told me that my grandma passed away. "He forced a smile and looked down"
I looked at him and placed my hand on his back, trying to make him fell better.
Mianhe, Sehunha. I didn't know. "I said"
What I'm trying to tell you is... "He looked up to the sky and sniffed" You have to keep going on with your life. I'm not telling you to forget, you don't have to. But instead of having bad memories, you should remember the happy ones so you can still be proud of what you've done together.
I nod and looked down to the grass.
Ne. "I whispered"
Keylana Noona, was very different form the other girls. She was special. "He said and I chuckled" Wae? I'm telling you the true. She was a nice girl, but very shy.
Yah, she was more than that. "I said smiling" She was an angel fallen from heaven, but she decided to return home early. "I said making my smile dissapear"
That's exactly what I told you not to do. See? Even my older brother doesn't obeys his younger brother. Today's society is getting worst every day, eyyy jinjja. "He mumbled and I chuckled"
Gomawo, Sehunha. "I said patting his back and getting up" Did you eat?
Yeah I did. I just wanted fresh air. "He explained" Can I...ask something? "He asked nervous"
You already are asking something. "I said forcing a smile"
What is it...beaing in love with someone? "He asked looking at the stars"
I fast looked at him with a thoughtful look. He've never asked me this type of question before. But even though that question hurted me a bit, I knew the perfect answer for it.
Hmm, I'm not sure. There are lots of feeling when you are in love with someone. "I said hugging my legs and he looked at me" Yeah there are lots of feelings. You start to get nervous, shake when you see her...stuff like that....you'll feel like if you're having a heart attact.
I see... "He said confused"
"I chuckled and looked at him" Yah, listen carefully. "He looked at me" Being in love with someone, is like going to another planet with that person. You start to have an imaginary world just for the two of you. "I explained and he smiled"
Did you...feel like that with Noona? "He asked and I looked down with a smile"
And more than that. "I whispered with tears"
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Chanyeol Oppa. "Paul said heading to me" How are you?
I'm good. "I said letting a sigh go out"
We were preparing to eat dinner, choosing what we wanted to eat. Paul was next to me, picking the same as me.
Oh? It's green salad! Keylana used to like this, try it. "She said placing some in my plate"
I didn't say anything, I just sighed again and sat down. I didn't eat the green salad, because I didn't like it. I just ate rice and seaweed soup. What would Keyla be eating right now if she's alive?
Next day, we were all practicing as always. Actually, my routine was the same. Practice, sleep, practice, sleep. Without her, my life was boring.