You Are The One: Book 1

Chapter 16: This Is Not True, Right?

Chanyeol:
I was taking out the rings I wanted to give her, but I got cutted off when our lips were touching, in a passionate way. I really didn't expect her to do that, since she's always shy and I'm the one who is always making the moves. She ran away, leaving me with her letter. I was confused, why did she ran away like that? Anyways, I of course was going to walk later to her room and ask her. I decided to open the letter a few minutes later, when we were all sitting in our table listening to our director's boring speech. The girls were not in the table with us, we assumed they were already tired to listen to all kind of boring speeches.
Sm Entertainment would like to express their gratitud to all the groups that are enjoying us this beautiful night. We also...
Bla bla bla. Too much words for the same speech we always listen to every year. I saw the letter, it was pink with flower pictures. I chuckled as I saw it, it looked so cute. I opened it and started reading it
....
My smile dissapeared...when I read what it said...
I fast got up from the table, everyone were looking at me when I started running to the exit. Even Super Junior and SNSD were whispering as I was opening the exit doors.
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Excuse me sir, may I see your ticket? "A lady said"
I need to go inside. "I said trying to get in but a police officer grabbed my arm"
Is there a problem, sir? "He asked" You need a ticket, sir. "The police officer said"
I'm telling you I need to go inside that plane! "I shouted pushing away the officer"
Calm down! Sir! "The officer said pushing me to the waiting room" You can take the other plane! This plane is full right now!
I calmed down, I sure did. But after 3 seconds I started running inside the hallway that was guiding me to the airplane where she was supposed to be. The airplane doors were clossing. I ran fast and got to be in.
Sir?! "The captain who was closing the doors shouted" You cannot be here without an airplane ticket! "He said holding my shoulders"
I actually didn't care, I pushed him and started walking throughout the chairs, to find her. I saw a group of girls talking and murmuring, but also...I saw her. She had headphones on as she was looking through the window. When I was heading to her the girls started at me, but she didn't notice me.
Isn't that Chanyeol Oppa? "Yoori asked in shock"
It is... "Rae said speechless"
I was about to touch Keyla's arm when two officers grabbed me.
Yah! Jinjja!! Let me go!! "I shouted" Get your fucking hands off me!! "I shouted trying to get myself free" Yah! Keylana! Keylana!
She was not listening!
Yah! "I shouted" Keylana! Get off your fucking headphones!
She doesn't want to know about you Chanyeol Oppa. "Rae said"
I stopped pushing away the officers and looked at Rae.
That's right...She never loved you. She told us she was just playing with you. "Mary said"
Do you want me to belief that? "I asked nodding" You fucking girls who made her a fucking nightmare?! "I shouted trying to walk closer to them but the officer didn't let me"
I saw when she took out the book I gave her, and she forced a smile when she saw the middle page. The officers were taking me out of the airplane, I was calm because of the shock. I sat on the waiting room, with my head down. Remembering her letter.

Dear Chanyeol:
You must be wondering why I ran away, right? Sorry about that. For me is not easy to say this, especially to you. That's why I decided to prepare this letter. Like I've said like thousand of times, I want to thank you for being by my side, just like my brother was always doing it. You see, right now when you read this maybe I'm at the airport taking a plane back to America, or maybe I'm sitting in the waiting room waiting for the moment to leave South Korea. This will be a shock for everyone, especially  for the judges who wanted me to make an album about myself. I think... Moving here was very hard for all of us, especilly for me, and the girls. I've been hurting too much people and I'm tired of it, I'm pretty sure I'll be happy here, well...I'll try. But have in mind that, I won't ever forget those moments I had with you. Gomawo Chanyeol. By the way, the song lyrics were for you. Love you, Keyla.
I walked away when I thought about the letter. Everything was different now. I had a lot of questions. Why didn't she tell me about her problem? I could help her... From this moment, I started looking the world differently.
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Three months passed very fast. We were performing ourselfs without the girls, our company even tried to communicate with the girls but they never replied. A secretary even came to their dance school, but they said that they quit that school.
I wasn't the same Chanyeol, the happy virus. Suho even lost communication with Paul, but I heard he already knew everything. Yeah, what a friend and leader we have.
I've never stopped thinking about Keyla, but a part of me hated her. I still have the rings I bought for us, I was about to throw them in the garbage, but I'm very weak. I still missed her, if I get to see her one day, I would probably run to her and hug her.
Arraseo, guys. Listen up please. "Our manager said" We know that this three months have been very difficult without the girls, but guess what. We found them.
Everyone were in shock, even I was. Did they found Keyla?
What you mean? How did you find them? "D.O asked standing up from the couch"
You see, they called us. They wanted to come back. "Our manager said scratching his hair" They'll be here tomorrow, I know I know I know, too early, right?
Of course it's too early! "Kai said crossing his arms"
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The day finally came. We were in the lobby, the guys were sitted on the couches while I was walking around in circles, thinking. I wanted to see her, but...what will she say? Or even, what would I say? Would I be speechless or upset at her? What would happen when we look at each other's eyes.
The lobby doors opened and we saw 9 girls coming in with bags and suitcases. Everyone was there, except...Keyla.
Guys! "They shouted happy as they ran to us"
They all hugged each other, while I was looking with my sight for Keyla.
She's not here. "I heard a girl's voice"
Ne? "I asked as I saw Paul"
She's not here. "Paul said looking down" Mianhe Chanyeol.
She was going to walk away so I grabbed her arm.
What you mean she's not here? "I asked confused"
She sighed and chuckled.
What's so funny? "I asked"
You guys. You guys are funny. "She said brushing her hair with her hands" You see, we don't either know where she is. I thought you guys loved each other. "She whispered crossing her arms"
My heart wanted to stop beating.
I don't get this. "I said looking serious at her"
Park Chanyeol. "She said in a loud voice trying to call my attention" She didn't go to America with us that day.
What? "I asked sacred" She didn't?
Ne, she didn't. When you were forced to leave the airplane, after some minutes, the airplane was going to start flying. But she started to tell the captain to stop the plane because she had an emergency she had to take care off. An hour passed and she didn't come back. We had to leave without her, without knowing what she was going to do. "She said looking away and sighing"
You call yourself her friend? "I asked after a few minutes" You should have gotten off the airplane and look for her, not leaving her behind. "I daid upset and speechless"
That was my last words I said to her. I left the building so I can sit alone in a bench that was near a beach. Where could she be right now? Is she eating good? What about her health? Is she healthy? Is she...thinking about me like I'm doing right now about her?
Hyung. "I said to our manager before leaving to my apartment"
Wae? Do you need something? "He asked with his friendly and kind voice"
Can you...do me a favor? "I asked and he sighed"
I looked down before he started speaking.
You want me to find her, don't you? "He said with dissapointed voice"
I looked at him, how did he know?
Chanyeola. Listen carefully. "He said placing his hand on my shoulder" I already...searched for her.
That was music for my eyes, my eyes were wide opened.
What you mean? Where is she? Did you find her? "I asked waiting for answers"
Aniyo, I didn't."He said still dissapointed" Mianheyo.
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Chanyeola. "Rae said heading to me while I was outside my apartment in the midnight looking at the stars" Shouldn't you be sleeping right now? We have practice tomorrow you know.
I can tell you the same thing. "I said without emotion in my face"
You really miss her, don't you? "She asked sighing" Come with me, I have to tell you something. "She said giving me a signal that tells me that I had to follow her downstairs"
We were a few stepps away from the building, she seemed like if she had something important to tell me.
I don't have all midnight. Spill what you have to say. "I said serious"
Here. "She said handing me a book"
I took the book, and it was not JUST a book. It was the one I gave to Keyla. But that was not all, it had dry blood on it. My eyes were wide opened, as I was looking at all of it.
Why...do you have this? "I asked speechless" Why is it like this? Is this...blood?
It was hers, right? "She said" You see, it has blood, right. Well, this is difficult to say but...she killed herself, Chanyola. "She said sad"
"I chuckled and laughed" If I were you, I won't be joking around like that, because someone might get hurt. "I said serious"
Just looking at her disgusts me.
Why would I lie about my sister's death? "She asked crossing her arms" She killed herself, her bodie was next to this book and we supposed you gave it to her. Which I'm right.
My eyes were getting watery, I looked away so I wont be facing Rae. I started to gasp fast, my bodie also felt weak. I didn't have enough strength to keep standing up, so I just kneeled down, letting my energy go away.
Chanyeola...I'm sorry. "She said"
Why didn't you tell me?! Why didn't you called me?! "I yelled"
We did 't know your number! We just know that after we arrived to America, days passed and she was depressed. We wanted to visit her in her house to see how she was doing but when we found her...she was in her room laying on the floor with her veins cutted, she had a knive in her hand. "She said trying to calm me down"
Paul said you guys didn't know where she was... "I said with my mind in Jupiter planet"
She didn't want to tell you, I guess. "She said scratching her neck" Anyways, mianhe. I'll leave now. We wont be sleeping here, we have our own apartment. I'll see you tomorrow at practice.
When she left, I head to the apartment where all the guys were sleeping. I was totally drunk, yeah, I drank 8 bottles of Soju. I couldn't even stand up and walk.
This is a lie. "I said in a loud voice" This is not true! "I shouted"
I started threwing and braking all the stuffs that were in the living room.
Chanyeola! "Suho shouted grabbing my arms" Why are you like this?! Guys!! Help!!
Omo! "Kai shouted" Chanyeola?
Yah...what's happening here? "Sehun asked with his sleepy voice"
They all calmed me down, and hugged me. I really needed a hug. I started crying in Kai's shoulder.
She's not here anymore. "I said gasping and crying" She's with her brother!
Wait. What's hyung talking about? "Baekhyun asked"