Sel's P.O.V
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The next morning I woke up, realizing I was in Joel's room. I turned around to see him in a peaceful sleep.
I got up to grabbed my phone, but I realized his legs were tangled with mine. I tried to get out as fast but to not to the point where I will wake Joel up.
Which failed because when I moved he woke up. Way to go Sel.
"Hey goodmorning!" He smiled.
"How are you? And who was that yesterday?" He asked exactly what I hope he didn't ask. "H-h-ee ahh hh-es my boyfriend..." I stutter to say.
I realized that he never knew who my boyfriend was, I had blocked him on social media, I also realized tears were running down my eyes, I began to sob.
Joel just hugged me and rubbed my back slowly just like last night.
"I'm sorry." I said.
"For what?" He asked confused.
"I'm sorry you have to be here calming me down, and taking care of me."
"Sel, you were my first love, I am always going to be there for you... I'm sorry I wasn't there when I was suppose to." He looked away.
Joel's P.O.V
I can't believe that dude treats Sel like that! She's so beautiful.
I know I did her wrong so many times, but I knew how to treat her like a queen.
However I failed, and I regret everything. It makes me sick to my stomach that she has to be with some douche that hurts her.
I grabbed my laptop and started writing lyrics while Sel was showering.
"Tell me how I'm suppose to breath with no air?..."
After 20 minutes of writing I finally finished my song that I've been working on for the past three days.
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"Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
If I should die before I wake
Its 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Is there a way I could make you understand?
But how
Do you expect me, to live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air
No air air, No air air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew right off
The ground and float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down, for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don't know how but I don't even care
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air
No air air, No air air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air
No air air, No air air
Got me here out in the water so deep
Tell me how you goin' be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air
No air air, no air air."
"Did you write that."
I got scared and looked up to see Sel.
"Uh yeah..." I scratched my back.
"That was really good! You write a lot of songs for the band?" She asked.
"Yeah I have for the past year." I looked down.
"Oh um, what's the back story to this song?"
I didn't look up, I stayed looking down and said, "you..."
She grabbed my chin and made me look at her.
"Joel I'm sorry..."
"You shouldn't be. It's all my fault Sel. I screwed things up."
She did what I least expected. She started to lean in...
"GOOOD MORNING!" Yoandri came in.
Fuck you Yolanda.
"Whoa were you guys gonna? Ok BYEE this is awkward." He left.
"Well I'm going downstairs. You coming?" She asked.
I shook my head, "I'm gonna send the song to management. But I'll be there in a few." I smiled.
She nodded and headed out.
I can't believe we were so close to kissing.
a/n: hope y'all enjoyed this chapter! Make sure to vote, & comment for more ((: I will be updating tomorrow as well.
