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WARNING- THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SO MANY FEELS AND IT HAS TBS FROM MY OLD BOOK. OK ENJOY

Sel's P.O.V

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"YOU WANT TO WHAT?"

"Ally calm down. But I want Joel back, I love him, I've never stopped loving him. I want Joel back. He's the one."

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"Mm
Mm
Yeah
Mm
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Mm
Uh
Yeah
Mm
Yeah, yeah

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume,
The make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around
And I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you'd)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good things)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to
Give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you,
Love you yeah

Listen
Your true beauty's description
Looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine
And it's a shame don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
'Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you'd)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good things)
Fist full of diamonds (a hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to
Give you everything you want and need
Ooh baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to
Give you everything you want and need
Good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to
Give you everything you want and need
Good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to
Give you everything you want and need
Good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be yeah
Let me love you

That's all you need baby."

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Joel sounded like an angel. A beautiful one may I add.

I loved how his vain popped out as he sung.

His beautiful eyelashes will go up and down as he sang the lyrics.

-flashback-

The 3rd one to perform was Joel. As he walked in girls were seriously crying and screaming on top of their lungs. He did his performance and killed it, he even saw me and smiled at me. I might of just blushed a bit while his performance. He sang beautiful to, but something about his voice just put me in a really happy mood. A total of eight guys sang and all of them sang like angels. (emotions I know, because this was in my 2nd chapter of the first book 😭)

-end of flashback-

A tear slipped down my eye, I've seen him grow, and his love for music hasn't changed. He is still passion about this.

"Ready to go on?" Ale asked.

"Sure am." I smiled.

I was going to do it.

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I made my way on stage.

(a/n: yo so every time the text is like this it's from an old chapter. ok? ok.)

Joel had finally came out, "Hola mi hermosa gente. Para esta canción se la dedico ha alguien, Selena are you here? Can you come up on stage." What the heck? Oh my god Joel wants me onstage with him. Should I go? No what the fück Sel, his fans are going to hate you.

I began to shake.

Ok Sel get it together.

"Joel can you come up on stage." I quoted him, remembering how he has asked me to join him on stage.

"I think she's a little shy, on the count of three everyone star chanting Sel!" Yoandri all of a sudden came on stage. For a few seconds everyone began to chant my name. "Mija go!" His mom nudged me. Get it together. I slowly began to make my way up to the stage. Once I finally made it to the stage, Yoandri led me to a seat that was in the middle of the stage, I sat down and music began to play.

Joel sat in a chair.

"Joel I love you, I've never stopped loving you. You mean the world to me. I'm sorry I've let you down, I'm sorry I walked out of your life. I really am sorry. I just wanted to know, would you do me the honor of-"

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a/n: tun tun, want more? Vote & comment! The more, the faster I'll update: bye isn't it creepy that in my first book the quotes I used for this chapter was chapter ten, and this is chapter ten & it's called "part 11" coincidence I think not. 

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