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Her funeral was a couple days after. I went but i stayed hidden in the bathroom for most of it. I just sat on the floor in the handicap stall staring at the wall. I listened to the service thru the door. The walls weren't very thick so I could hear everything. Every cry every sniffle every whisper. I heard the service end and I walked out of the bathroom. As I walked into the main hall I hear people whisper. I walk faster to get with my family. Dylan stayed home. He didn't want to cause any attention to himself and he was resting before filming starts. It should've started on the 26th but then when everything with McKenna happened and filming was pushed back. Now it'll start next week. I have a week to decide if I'll be taking the roll as Stella Stilinski. I still don't know if I should or not. I need a sign.

We get to Dylan's and I don't talk. I go directly to my room. I open the curtains and get my camera. I haven't updated since I auditioned. So about 1 week and a half. I haven't posted anything on Instagram or snapchat or Twitter. Some followers are starting to get worried. And a couple of people are tryin to get #ripevelyn trending. I should probably reassure them that I'm alive.

*camera on*
"Hey guys. It's Evelyn Monroe and I'm making this video to update you all on what's been going on in my life and what's gonna happen with teen wolf. So many of you know I've been in the process of auditioning for MTV's Teen Wolf. My audition went very well and I learned that a girl that I used to be very close with, was also up for the role. Any way we just reunited after learning that we were both auditioning for the role as stiles stilinski's cousin Stella Stilinski. And soo. A few nights ago many of you had probably heard about a girl that died named McKenna Johnson. She was 14 and we were very close to each other until I moved to Malibu. Me and her were worried that it would break out friendship when we learned that we were both competing for the part. Anyway she got the part but unfortunately died a few hours later. I still haven't decided if I will be taking the role or not. I feel like it's wrong. So I just wanted you all to know what's been goin on. So if you all could just give me sometime to recover I would gladly appreciate it. Love you all❤️" I say. The entire video I hold back tears.
*camera off*

I just talked so there wasn't much editing so I added some back round noise and a pic of me and McKenna at the end. I uploaded it and then turned off my computer. I got up and walked downstairs. My parents must be outside or gone because all I see is a sleeping Dylan on The couch. I have thoughts of dumping the glass of water onto his head but my head voted against it. I sit on the couch across from Dylan. I turn the tv off and grab a blanket. Within seconds I fall asleep.

~~~~~Evelyn's dream~~~~~~~~
"Evelyn!" Mckennas says.
"McKenna" I yell I run to her and hug her.
"I can't stay long but I need to tell you something" she says with a sad face
"Ok what is it?" I ask
"I want you to be Ellie stilinksi. Do it in memory of me. Don't be sad. I'm happy now. I'm with my mom and dad again." She says
"What about Josh?" I ask
"He's here to. But he doesn't talk much. I think he still remembers." She says sadly
"Oh I see. Please tell them I say hi" I ask
"I will. Please don't be sad. Continue with your life, take the role and be the best Stella stilinski that you can be. I miss you and Kate. But I'm not suffering anymore" she says
"Did you know about the tumor?" I ask.
"Yea. Well I didn't know it was a tumor. I just thought it was cramps or something" she says.
"But-" I get cut off.
"Evelyn, I have to go now. Tell Kate I say hi. And your parents and Dylan" she says. Her voice gets quieter and quieter before it goes silent
~end of dream~~~
I wake up to birds chirping Outside my window. I must've been carried into bed by mom or Patrick. I get up and look in the mirror. My mascara is down my cheeks from crying. And my face looks sad. I go into my bathroom which is connected to my room. I get into the shower, get dressed and go downstairs.
"Morning Evelyn" Patrick says
"Goodmorning" I reply
"I'm thinking that we are gonna head back to Malibu tonight" my mom says
"Actually I decided that I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna accept the role and be Stella Stilinski." I say. I keep my head down
"Are you sure?" Patrick asks
"McKenna gave me permission" I say. My mom and Patrick both look at each other.
"Ok honey." My mom says.
"I'll call Jeff and let him know" Patrick adds. He walks out of the room
"Evelyn?" My mom asks
"Yeah?" I answer
"What did you mean by McKenna gave me permission?" She asks me.
"McKenna told me that I could be Stella" I answer.
"In a dream?" My mom asks. She seems suspicious. As if I'm lying.
"I think so. But when I went downstairs to the couch my bedroom window was closed. But when I woke up it was open. Unless you or Patrick opened it. Or Dylan" I say.
"Well Dylan brought you up to bed. I checked on you but the window was closed. Patrick didn't check." My mom finishes
"What bout Dylan?" I ask.
"Hey Dyl? Can you come up for a minute?" My mom yells down the stairs. Minutes later he appears in the kitchen
"Can I help you?" He asks.
"Did you open my window last night? It was closed when I went downstairs last night and open when I woke up" I tell him
"Nope. I just brought you up to bed and left. Didn't touch nothin" he states

Was McKenna in my room last night? She couldn't have been. She's in heaven. But why was my window open?

"Jeff says he's looking forward to working with you. He decided filming will start tomorrow." Patrick says looking at me and Dylan.
"K thanks" I say.
"Your sure you wanna do this?" My mom asks again.

"Yeah. I'm sure"

A/N. Not one of my best chapters. Sorry. Kinda boring. Next chapter will be a bit happier. Day one of filming. What could go wrong?
Love y'all💜

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