Cancer

Fifteen

*mikey*

The city lights were bright, I could see why people liked them so much. I looked down from the balcony and see people walking to late night shops, enjoying themselves. It looked so natural to them, living a crazy life.

"Beautiful, isn't it?" Pete said joining me at the balcony. I looked over and saw him staring at a night club, a concentrated look on his face.

"Yeah..." I mumble still staring at the scene. Of course the moment has to be ruined by the sound of Gerard and Frank making out.

"I assume they talked things over then?" Pete asked, referring the the moans coming from the next room.

"Yup,"

"Let's get outta here, let me and you somewhere,"

We made our way back into the room, praying that both men would still be clothed when we walked in. As the door opened, I peered my head to see them cuddling on the couch and much to my liking, clothed.

"You make me happy," Frank mumbled shoving his head in Gerard's chest.

"You make me sick," I gagged walking in. They both turn their heads to me. Gerard shot me a mean glare,

"You're just jealous that I'm in a better band than you!" Gerard spat out. I guess he forgot that we're in the same band?

"Oh yeah, you got me," I say walking to grab my wallet. "We're going out, we'll be back later," I tell him as Pete and I head out.

"Where are we going?" I ask as he drags me through a crowd of people. Pete just shrugged, still dragging me by the hand.

He leads me to a small park outside of the city.  It's empty, but I guess that's what to expect at ten.

"It's so pretty," I say and Pete just nods, leading me to a swing set. I take a seat on one of them and Pete sits on the one next to me.

"Thank you," I tell Pete nonchalantly.

"No problem, they were beginning to get on my last nerve too-"

"No, I mean thanks for staying with me. I know I'm a pain, and it would be so much easier to leave and find someone less... Sick," I explain, these thoughts have been running threw my head lately and they just wouldn't go away. It's not a lie though, there's so many  people that would be better for Pete, why would he wanna stay with me? I'm a breathing corpse.

"Please don't talk like that babe. You're not a pain, and you being sick has not changed my feelings for you at all. Remember our plans? Why would I promise to marry someone I didn't actually love?"

"Wait, you were serious about that?" I asked. When I had that doctors appointment in April he talked about it, but it was August now so and we still haven't talked about it. I figured he was just saying that to comfort me.

"Of course I was, I wouldn't lie about something like that,"  Pete says brushing the wood chips with his foot, moving his gaze onto the ground. "Why? Did you think I was and not really want to? We don't hav-"

"Calm down, of course I wanna marry you," I say standing up and walking over to him. I take his hand and pull him up too.

Pete breathes a sigh of relief and I pull him into a kiss. The wind becomes stronger and I feel bumps start to form on my arms.

"Let's head back," I whisper to Pete, who nods in agreement.

~

"I don't wanna go," I whine to Pete the next day.

"You have to, it won't be that bad," Pete tries convincing me, but I wouldn't have it. I had another doctors appointment set for today but I really don't want to go.

"They're gonna try and kill me, and then do weird experiments on me," I try telling Pete. "I'll walk in and never walk out! Is this how you want to lose your boyfriend?" Pete just sighed and picked me up.

"I guess I'll have to carry you then," he says picking me up off the bed and throwing me over his shoulder.

"Okay," I mumble into his shoulder. He carries me to the bathroom and drops me. "Ow!"

"Get ready," he told me, leaving me to get dressed for that hell hole.

~

"Mikey, glad you could make it!" Doctor Sharpe says as we walk in.

"Yeah," I mumble getting a glare from Pete.

She led us to a room with gray walls and one window.

"Take a seat," she told me, motioning for one of the hospital beds. I obey her and sit down. "So we're just going to check the tumor growth and see if anything has changed," she tells me, but honestly I don't care.

Halfway through the scan, I can hear the doctor tell Pete something.

"You may want to call friends and family, I have some news they may want to hear..."  Oh no...

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Hahaha you'll have to wait to find out!!!!!
Goodnight
- the other half of kess