Safe (a Toby Turner fanfic)

Thoughts That Could Kill

KATS POV

Toby woke up yesterday. I'm not allowed to see him because they say he doesn't remember me and I could stress him out too much. They also said there's a chance he may regain his memory. As I sit in the uncomfortable and think, What if he is better off without knowing me, he could go back to the way he was before me. Then I think, Maybe this world might be better off without me. Toby has risked his life for me, he has been kind to me, he has done things for me that I could never return the favor for. He doesn't deserve someone like me. He deserves someone that will care for him, forgive him for his mistakes, and unconditionally love him. As I sit here, in this chair, looking at the old wallpaper, and smell the diseased air, I think to myself. What is my purpose in life? Everyone has a purpose, Toby's is to make people happy with his happiness. Spencers is to save peoples lives in time of need. (Because he is a cop) I don't have much of a purpose do I? I am a spoiled rich little girl that just cries for her mommy that will never be coming for her in a time of need. I'm useless, completely and utterly useless.

(This was just a short update! I may update more later if I feel like it!)