I worried about Josh. He said his anxiety was getting worse, and the paparazzi isn't really helping with the situation. Even some fans are getting out of hand. They keep sending him tweets that are very sexual and a lot of it is becoming hate. And a lot of it started when those two girls noticed Josh and I back at Disney....
"Hey (Y/N)? Are you okay? You've been spacing out", Josh asks shaking me out of my thoughts. I flash a hopefully convincing smile," I'm fine and dandy Dun". He smiled back,"Well we should get to bed soon. We have to get up early so we can get to the next venue". "Where's the next venue at?" I ask while crawling into one of the hotel beds. "It's a surprise", Josh said as he crawled into bed with me. I blush a little," Josh wouldn't you be more comfortable having your own bed. I know how cramped that bus bunk is".
"But that bed doesn't have you", he replied. I gave out a small laugh,"go to bed Dun". And with that Josh turned out the lights and snuggled next to me. I soon hear soft snores from Josh and dozed off myself.
Yet the darkness wouldn't let me sleep.
I'll stay awake because the darks' not taking prisoners tonight.
~i know what you think in the morning when the sun shines on the ground it shows what you have done (because there was a time skip)~
"(Y/N)...(Y/N)...wake up", Josh cooed into my ear. "ugh wake me up when September ends", I whine pulling the covers over my head. All of a sudden Josh pulled the covers off of me and drenched me in ice cold water. "DUNNNN!!!",I scream. I hear josh laughing like crazy and glared at him. He immediately stopped laughing but continued to smile," Sorry babe, we have to go soon and that was probably the only thing to wake you up from what happened last night". My glare changed into confusion. Did he know about last night...how I didn't get any sleep? "What do you mean Josh", I ask. His smile faded," i know you didn't sleep at all (y/N)....is everything all right?" I try to put on my best smile," Everything is fine Josh" He leans over and kisses me on the forehead," Ok I just wanted to make sure. You can tell me if something is bothering you, I'm here for you".
~another time skip y a y sorry I'm just really lazy lol~
"Josh come on we have to go on stage soon", Tyler says as he rushes josh to go on stage. "Good luck you guys", I yell out as they leave the dressing room to go preform. They both smiled and ran to the stage. Jenna sadly was sick so she stayed in her and Tyler's tour bus to rest. I was scrolling on my phone when Mark burst through the doors of the dressing room. "Woah Mark why are you in such a rush", I say calmly hoping he would calm down and not have a heart attack. "I was looking for you, I need you to be in charge of Josh's snapchat again", He said gasping for air. "You literally ran here for that? Omg Mark but yeah I'll take over Josh's snapchat", I laugh out. Mark hands me Josh's phone and I run out to the stage. When I reached the stage some fans started screaming. Did they know me? Did they know about Josh and I dating and they support us? I set aside the screaming fans and film Josh and Tyler on Snapchat. During one snapchat video I look over to see a small sign being held by some fans in the front row that read " (your ship name with Josh) " The fans holding up the sign notice me and start waving and smiling at me. I smiled and waved back.
After a few more songs the boys ended with Trees and came back stage. "You guys did great yet again!", I say to them as they walk over. "Thanks (y/n)", Tyler says cheerfully. Josh walks over to me and hugs me,"thanks (y/n)!" I cringe,"ew Josh you're all sweaty!!". I try to pull away but Josh hugs me even tighter,"pay back (y/n)!!" I start laughing," Alright! Alright! I surrender!" He smiles and lets me go," Lets go back to the bus I'm tired and I gotta take a shower". "Good because I'm not snuggling with a sweaty guy'', I joke. We both walk back to the bus and Josh hops into the shower. I sit on the couch and scroll through my phone and notice I'm tagged in a lot of photos. There were hundreds of photos of me onstage in the background, great. Oh well, everyone was going to know who I was one day right? Shortly after josh got out of the bathroom with a new pair of black skinny jeans and his tie-dye shirt that says DAD. Josh flops down next to me on the couch. He laid down and rested his head in my lap. "Ugh Josh! your hair is still wet!", I whine. josh laughs at my whining but then stops. He sits up on the couch and looks through the blinds of the windows. "What is it Josh? You look worried",I ask getting up and waling over to him. "The security isn't doing their job now there is a small horse of fangirls by our tour bus along with Tyler's", He sighs. "well this is great", I scoff. "i understand that they want to met us but to literally horde around our tour bus with no passes or anything saying they can be here?", Josh says with a hit of annoyance. "And where the hell is security? We can't deal with all of these fans on our own", I say. Josh shrugs his shoulders," I guess we have to wait them out at least until there are less of them".
A few hours later a few fans still camped out by the bus but there were a lot less of them. "Tyler just texted me, its time for us to finally go out there", Josh says heading to the tour bus door. "Please be careful Dun", I say before he headed out. "I love you", I whisper as the door closed. I hear faint screaming from outside and looked through the blinds to make sure Josh and Tyler were okay and not overwhelmed by all of the fans. I know they're used to all of this but you never know, there could be someone who was not a fan and could hurt them intentionally. Both took so many pictures with fans and signed many photographs until the last group of fans were left. I guess they were all friends because they all stayed together when talking to the boys. I don't know what they were talking about but it made josh come back into the bus. "Is everything ok Dun?", I ask. "Yeah but I have to ask you something. The small group of fans out there really want to meet you...Are you ready to meet fans?", He asks. I bite my lip unsure if I am ready. before the bad what is questions popped into my head I decided that my answer was yes. "Yeah I think I'm ready. Besides it's only a small group how bad can it be?", I say heading out of the tour bus with Josh behind me.
That's when I felt a fist go hard against my face and I fall over. "Take that you skank!", one fan yells as they ran off. The others just sneered at me and kicked at my sides. josh yelled at them and security finally noticed our situation and ran off the 'fans'. The security tried to run after them as Josh carried me into the bus. He sat me on the couch gently. "I'm so sorry (y/n)!! I'm so sorry babe I really am. I should've walked out first....You didn't deserve this", Josh said repeatedly. I grabbed his hand," Josh don't beat your self up for this. You didn't know it was going to happen". He sighed softly and sat down next to me," I know but I wanted your first fan up to be a happy experience...this...this was the total opposite". "I know this wasn't that happy of an experience but I will always have more meet ups...I know not all of them are going to be great and this was one of them",I say trying to make things happy again. Honestly I just wanted to cry, what those people said was wrong and I wanted them to pay. But I know fighting them back and showing that I am weak will only make things worse. Yet, I needed to show my weak side. I told Josh that I'm ok but I was trying to act confident and tough but I'm not.
"Josh believe me I'm fine", I say but quickly confess," but I'm lying...I'm very far from fine..."
