Love Me (JUSTIN BIEBER FAN FICTION) ~NOT EDITED~

Chapter 12

∞ARIANNA'S P.O.V ∞

Me and Jason are suppose to go grocery shopping today. I kinda want to go but it hurts to be around him right now. I know what happened with Justin is my fault but he's responsible for some of it, right? Well I think he is. Brian can't really get out and u know it's annoying him.

We got to the supermarket and were walking around with an awkward silence. "So..." Jason says walking next to me.

"So..." I drag out and keep walking towards the juice section.

"Are you really mad at me?" He asks then breaths out dramatically. "You're the one that let it happen."

"You're the one who did it in the first place." I retort and grab apple juice. "Let's just shut up about it."

Being mad at Jason won't bring Justin back. Might as well make the best of it. I don't think me and Jason can have a future together as a couple, but he's still my best friend.

"So you didn't like it?" Jason asks looking me in the eyes. "Cause I honestly loved every part of it. I love you Arianna and you need to know that I'm good for you."

How is he good for me? I know he's done things for me that really helped me out, but that doesn't mean he's better for be than Justin. "I love you too, I'm just not ready yet."

Jason walked to me and smashed his lips to mine. I breathed in deeply and kissed him back. His hands snaked around my waist as out lips moved in sync.

"See. You need to get over him. He was then and I'm now." Jason pecked my lips again and I put my head down.

I kept telling myself that Justin and I would be together again sometime in the near future, but now I realize that we won't. He hates me and probably found somebody who wouldn't hurt him as much as I once did.

"Okay." I nodd my head slowly taking in deep breaths. "We need to take it slow."

"I'll do anything." Jason hugged my body tighter. "You're the world to me."

I hugged his body and got the same sick feelings in my stomach that I've been having for a while now. It's weird.

"Let's get ice-cream." I say skipping over to the I'vecream isle. Jason laughed and walked over to me with the biggest smile on his face.

"What flavor do you want?" He asks looking at all of them.

"I want.... that one!" I smile brightly at the Moose Tracks and I get it out and hold it in my hands. Jason laughed and put the Icecream in the buggy.

Hopefully us being together won't be such a bad thing. No! We belong to Justin! I ignored my thoughts and kept the smile on my face as Jason's hand wrapped around my waist. On the inside I cringed a bit. How can it be that a few says ago I was more than happy in his arms and I felt protected, but now I just feel like it's not meant for me and that it's just not right for me to allow these actions.

"What's wrong?" Jason runs his warm hand up and down my bare arm that had goose bumps from the way he freely gazed his hand on my arm.

"Yeah, my stomach is just hurting." At least I wasn't lying. My stomach has been hurting for the past few weeks. I've just been ignoring it.

"Do you think you'll be okay?" I nodd my head and Jason lightly squeezed my arm. "Okay."

We pay for all the food we picked up and left soon after. Jason had his hand in my lower thigh and I close my eyes and imagine Justin doing this. I know I should be trying to get over him, but it just seems impossible. Justin made me complete and it pisses me off that I didn't acknowledge till now.