Love Me (JUSTIN BIEBER FAN FICTION) ~NOT EDITED~

Chapter 9

Love Me (Justin Bieber Fan Fiction)

Brian’s P.O.V.

It was about five o’clock in the afternoon and it was time to set my plan in action. I went downstairs; I heard slight moans and giggles. The fuck?  What’s happening in there? I follow where the noise is coming from and it seems it’s coming from the kitchen. I see Arianna and that kid that she used to hang out with all the time. What’s his name? Mason? Jaden? Peyton? Jason? Yeah, I think it was Jason. Who cares about that, though? Before I do anything I have to apologize to Arianna. He was basically dry humping her as he kissed her which made me want to gag. This is by far the most disgusting thing I’ve ever had to witness. She had her face in his neck when she saw me. Fear was in her eyes and it tears me to pieces knowing that I caused that fear.

“Okay just let me explain everything to you. I don’t want to hurt you I just want to apologize to you.” I say, with my hands up in defense. Jason pulled back, looking at me with anger in his eyes. He was about to jump at me but Arianna held him back. Wait. Why would she?

“Okay, I want answers.” She says with her voice a bit hoarse. “Why did you hit me? I did nothing wrong. Why am I the one that you picked out of everyone in the world? What was so special about me?”

I took a deep breathe. I knew I would have to explain my miserable backstory to her. That is the only way that she’d understand. “I didn’t know Lauren was bringing a kid home, she thought that it would make up for all the wrong she did. She told me to think of you as another Emily since you looked so much like her. I-” Arianna cut me off.

“Wait. Who’s Emily and why would Lauren need you to forgive her?” She asks with wanting eyes looking up at me. I knew she needed the truth. It baffles me that Lauren never told her, even though I expected just that from her.

'“Emily, i-was my daughter.” I swallowed the lump that was in my throat. “Lauren got impregnated with her a few months after she was constantly cheating on me. I couldn’t leave her. She was my first love. My only love at the time. I don’t think I really ever loved someone the way I loved her. She made me happier than anything. Then when I found out she was cheating I was crushed. I thought we felt the same way about one another, I suppose I was wrong… When I finally held Emily I finally felt at home. I felt like I could trust someone again and that no way this person could let me down…” Tears flooded my face like Hurricane Katrina. “Every second of my time was devoted to Emily. Making sure she was taken care of and that she was safe. No matter how much time we spent together it will never be enough. I went back to work after two and a half years, allowing Lauren to take care of Emily. When I came home I heard cries and shouts that sounded like my little girl.

 “I ran to where the screams where coming from and saw that Lauren was hanging Emily off the ledge of the balcony. I had heavy tears coming out of my eyes. She screamed my name begging for me to help her. I raced to her but when I was close Lauren threatened to drop her without a second thought. I pleaded with all my will but apparently didn’t seem to get to her. She dropped Emily. Her last words were I love you too daddy.” My breathing came out heavy as I pictured everything like it was yesterday. The same thing that had me waking up from horrible nightmares. “I raced to Emily and saw her body in the weirdest shape. Her bones where completely broke and tears where still fresh on her face. I tried to check for a pulse. Something that would tell me that there is a slight chance that she could make it-no­­thing. My two year old daughter. Dead. She barely was able to live a life!” I couldn’t control my tears. My body is now trembling, and my bottom lip quivers.

Arianna looks at me with tears rolling down her cheeks. Hesitantly, she walks towards my shaking body and embraces me with a hug. “Both my parents and my two little brothers died in a car accident. I know how it feels to lose someone that was so special to your heart. The hardest part is realizing that you’re never going to be able to see them again. All you have left are the memories that you had with them.” Her eyes were full of tears as she looked up at me. “I still remember most of the fun times me and my family had together. You’re not alone on this.”