Love Me (JUSTIN BIEBER FAN FICTION) ~NOT EDITED~

Chapter 15

~ JUSTIN’S P.O.V. ~

At this point of my life shutting people out is one of the best things I can do, particularly in situations like this. My mom is worried and keeps asking me to come back to Canada especially since it’s almost Christmas, just a few more weeks. All I care for doing is being alone in my house.

I changed the locks so nobody would be able to come in. The only person I gave the key to is Kenny; he’s the one who has been trying to convince Scooter that being with Arianna would be a good thing. Whatever anybody says it doesn’t get through to him. I can only wish that someday it will.

I’m at a point where I don’t check my phone. It’s either my mom, Usher, Scooter, or somebody that I don’t care to talk to. Ryan came over a few times, with the attempt to cheer me up, but it just doesn’t work. The only things that keep me sane is thinking about Arianna and writing music.

I miss her so much and I can’t believe I let her go. Her smile, her hair, the sparks I’d get when her lips met mine, the way she’d hold my hands in hers when I’d hold her at night when I wrapped my arms around her, the way she’d always want me to carry her places, how she’d always want to kiss me, and how funny, random, and energized she always would be. You know what, fuck Scooter. I can make my own decisions and not have him yelling at me for it.

My phone was in my hands and I was looking at her number contemplating if I should call her or not. What if she wanted me back as well, but I didn’t have the balls to articulate her how much she means to me and how greatly I love and desire to be with her?

I press call and a small smile comes upon my lips, and my heart beats rapidly when she answered on the second ring.

~PHONE CONVERSATION~

Justin: Hey Arianna. My chest started hurting from my heart pounding against it.

Arianna: Hey Justin. I know by the way she said my name that she has a smile on her face.

Justin: I miss you baby. It was as if a weight has been lifted off my shoulders from finally letting this out.

Arianna: I miss you too, why’d you leave the hospital though? This was the thing that caused my life to be horrible; that ridiculous mistake of leaving her when she needed me.

Justin: Scooter said that I couldn’t be with you, but I don’t care, I need you.

Arianna: That’s the best thing I’ve heard in a long time. She giggled and that was defiantly something I missed.

Justin: I was wondering if me being with you is something you wouldn’t mind for the holidays. I really want to see you again.

Arianna: Seeing you was defiantly something that was on my Christmas list.

Justin: I’ll be there in just a few hours babe, I love you, see you later.

Arianna: See you later, love you too.

~END OF PHONE CONVERSATION~

The smile on my face never went away. Nothing can make me feel better than I do right now, at this very moment. She was and still is my world, and I was a fool to let Scooter be able to let me let her go.

I pull out my phone and call Kenny. I tell him that Arianna and I are back together and he’s almost as happy as I am. He always liked Arianna, because he knew all the joy she brought to me, and Kenny was the only other person, except for Ryan and Chaz, to try and convince Scooter that she was good for me.

Quickly, I pack my bags and leave out the door. If scooter thinks that I’m going to live without Arianna he’s got another thing coming to him. Arianna and I are going to be together forever and always.