Love Me (JUSTIN BIEBER FAN FICTION) ~NOT EDITED~

Chapter 10

ARIANNA'S P.O.V

I'm just so overwhelmed. How would you feel if the person that you thought you could trust the most has been lying to you the whole time? Brian is the only type pf parent I have now. I've been crying in his arms for about ten minutes now. He's been comforting me and I couldn't be more greatful.

"It'll be okay. I'm here now." Brian whispers and kisses the top of my head. I never thought in a million year s that I would feel safe in his grip. The only way I thought I would be in his grip is of he was holding onto my hair or my arm to tightly for my liking. We both have been broken in many ways and it makes me smile knowing that I can connect with someone.

"I'm sorry." I say. Why am I sorry? I don't care I just had to say something. My eyes finally open and I see Brian looking at me with concern in hie eyes. This is one of the first times I've seen him in a whole that he's not intoxicated.

"Why?" I can tell he's holding back some of his tears trying to be strong for the both of us. "You don't need to be sorry for crying." His lips form a small smile and I smile back.

"I know." I get out of his grip and let out a deep breath. "This is a lot to take in." My hand goes to my heart. The only thing I know how to relieve this kind of pain is by cutting and I'm not doing that anymore. "So where do we go from this?"

"Wherever you feel comfortable." Brian says and takes a seat on the chair beside him. "I could get out of your life forever if you want." He takes a deep rag breath. "I don't blame you if you want that to happen."

"No, I don't. You may have made mistakes and that's fine. I forgave and I forgot. We all go things we aren't proud of." I give him a reassuring smile and he gives me one back. "I want you to be in my life."

Brian smiles and I give him a hug. I smell his stench and scruch my nose. "We have clothes for you to wear. You need a shower." I smile as he frowns at me.

"Well then. You would smell too if you couldn't take a shower in a few weeks." Brian says in defense. "Don't judge the stench." I laugh and look at Justin who looks uneasy about the whole situation. I give him q reassuring smile and he shrugs.

"I'll show you to the room that you can stay in." Jason says getting up. I side huge him and whisper thanks in his ear, and he smiles in return.

Justin looks at us with his head cocked to the side. "Okay. Thank you." Brian gets off the chair and follows Jason up the stairs to the rooms.

"So is everything alright?" Justin asks taking me in his arms. I sigh in content as I lay my head against his chest.

"Yeah, everything is perfect." I lie, everything is not perfect, it's the complete opposite. Lauren is out there somewhere and it scares me to death knowing that she can come back. And Jason, I love him so much but I love Justin too. They have both helped me through troubled times, but... But I just don't know who to chose.

"Good." Justin mumbles in my hair as he kisses the top of my head. I just cheated on him with Jason and he doesn't even know. Ie deserves the right to know. I love Jason but Justin had the other half of my heart.

"I have to tell you something but you have to promise not to get all angry at me." I take a deep breath and look at him. He looks at me questionable and nods his head. I take his hand and lead him upstairs to our room and close the door. He sits on the bed and I sit by him, and do my best to look him in the eyes without feeling the guilt that I know I should feel.

"What is it Ari?" His hand rests on my thigh and I suck up all the air in the room. Justin's eyes look at me with concern and I knew they would soon turn to anger.