5 Seconds Of Summer Preferences

He finds you crying

He finds you crying

His P.O.V

Ashton:

I have finally finished recording! Yippiee.
I come home from work to see no Y/N.
"Y/N?" I call.
Instead of a response I hear shuffling.
I open up the door to our shared bedroom and look in the corner of the room.
There are magazines sprawled across the floor and Y/N is in the corner with her head in her hands.
"Y/N?" I ask softly, moving over to her shaking body.
"Are you okay... Well that was stupid.. you don't look okay" I laugh trying to brighten the mood.
She didn't laugh.. Well.. that's a bit lame.. Being the one to laugh at your own jokes..
"Why can't I be as good as them? As pretty as them? As perfect as them? As thin as them?" she asks, looking up at me with a tear and mascara stained face.
"As good as who?" I ask, becoming confused.
"Them" she states, pointing to a magazine with clothes models printed on it.
"Y/N... Please don't compare yourself to... That... Because they are like all skin and bones and it's gross and just by looking at it.. it is already scaring me and i'm gonna have nightmares tonight GET IT AWAY!!" I scream the last part.
Ew.. Sometimes models scare me.
Y/N laughs and throws the magazine away to the other side of the room.
"I Love you, no matter what you look like" I kiss her forehead and standing up.
"Now lets go get ice cream!" I cheer running out the bedroom door.

Michael:

I just got back home from the store, I open the door to only see Y/N on the couch, her head in her hands, soft sobs escaping her mouth.
I put the chocolate milk I bought, on the kitchen bench and quietly walk over to Y/N.
"Y/N, What happened when I was gone?" I ask.
What possibly could of happened in 15 minutes.
"You know my best friend Lily?" she sniffles.
"Yeah, wasn't she the one who came over last week?" I squint.
Y/N nods.
"Yeah well... she-" Y/N cut herself off by bursting into tears.
I pull her in for a hug and press a soft kiss to her temple.
"You don't have to talk about it" I comfort her.
"She killed herself" she lets out a shaky breath.
"You didn't have to tell me" I smile.
"I wanted to" she wipes her eyes.
"I know something that will make you feel better" I smile.
"And that is..." she raises her eyesbrows.
"The Chocolate milk Ashton bugged me to get.. Yesterday..." I laugh.
I get up and take her hand in my own and lead her to the kitchen.

Luke:

(Your P.O.V)

Luke was meant to be at the studio for a few hours so I guess I had some time to myself.
I plugged my earphones into my phone and played 'Good Enough' by Little Mix.
This song really relates to me, i've never been good enough and probably never will.
I always worry if Luke will find someone better.
I'm nearing the end of the song and the tears are already falling down my face.
"Y/N?" I hear a voice ask me. I almost jump out of skin.
I turn around to see Luke with a confused look washed on his face.
"Are you okay babe?" Luke sits beside me on the couch.
"Yeah.. um promise me something?" I ask.
"Anything" he takes ahold of my hand.
"Never leave me" I feel a tear drip down my cheek.

Calum:

(Your P.O.V)

I come home from a long and stressful day at school.
All I just want to do is Cry.
I got teased for being with Calum.
I usually get bullied and to make it even better, one of my 'friends' is being a complete bitch.
Most of my friends self harm and think their lives are terrible. That really pisses me off.
So when I get home I chucked my bag on the ground, got a spoon and a container of ice cream.
I sat on the couch and watched 'Cyberbully' It doesn't exactly make my case any better but I still love the movie.
I found myself crying and I also found Calum standing in the kitchen.
Why do I always leave the spare key under the mat.
Calum walks to my spot, moving the empty container of ice cream and pulling me into his warm embrace.
"Hard day at school?" He asks.
"You don't know the half of it" I sigh.
At least I know Calum will be there for me.

A/N
I know this isn't my best but don't judge meh Dx