You have a phobia
Ashton:
Athazagoraphobia: 'Fear of forgetting or being forgotten'
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Your heart ached in your chest as Ashton held you in a tight embrace. You blocked out the desperate screams of teenage girls, just focusing on you and Ashton. Today was the day. The day Ashton was leaving for an 8 month tour.
You felt some warm tears slip from your eyes as well as a wave of nausea hit you as you rested your head on Ashton's chest. Ashton rested his chin on the top of your head as you spoke up.
"Ash! we're boarding now, Hurry up!" Calum's voice calls and Ashton pulls away. Ashton places his lips onto yours, making your heart flutter. "Please don't forget me" You sniffle when you both pull away. "I would never" Ashton says, voice barely above a whisper.Michael:
Allodoxaphobia: 'Fear of opinions'
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"You okay?" Michael asks, sitting on the couch beside you. "Yeah, yeah. I'm fine" You say, sounding rushed. You feel the anxiety building up in the pit of your stomach, your hands beginning to get clammy.
"No you aren't, I can tell you aren't," Michael sighs. "Is it about meeting the boys?" Ye questions you and you refuse to look him in the eye. "It is, isn't.." Michael says, looking down at the ground. The room went dead silent for a few minutes, right before you decided to speak up. "I'm just scared.. Scared if they don't like me.. Scared if they hate what i'm wearing, which way my hair is parted.. The degree of the wing of my eyeliner. They could just hate me and wouldn't want you to be with me," You ramble.Luke:
Myctophobia: 'Fear of darkness'
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Tonight was the first night you and Luke spent together in your new shared flat. You were stood in the kitchen, leaning on the bench while staring at the glass of water you poured over 10 minutes ago but didn't bother to touch. "You coming to bed?" Luke asks, holding his hand out. You nod, leaving the glass of water on the bend, interlacing your fingers with Luke. When you reach the bedroom, you feel a little panicked. You slid into the bed, Luke sliding in beside you, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you close. Despite the darkness, you felt the slightest bit safe.Calum:
Eremophobia: 'Fear of loneliness'
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You slam the front door shut, stomping up to the bedroom that was once shared between you and Calum. But that ship sailed.. Well, more like sank to the bottom of the ocean and exploded because the captain was a real dick AND YOU AREN'T THAT SURE WHERE THIS IS GOING BUT THE CAPTAINS NAME IS CALUM.
You look around the bedroom, articles of clothing scattered around on the floor and the covers on the bed mucked up.
You felt lonely.
Lonely and anxious.
You felt sick to your stomach, you felt light headed and your hands were beginning to get shaky. Your breathing sped up a little as you fell to the ground on your knees, breaking the promise about not crying.
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5 Seconds Of Summer Preferences
Fanfictioni was 13 when i wrote this please don't come for me i'm embarrassed this is a mess lmao i'm so sorry but hey, it's book one.