run » namjin

12

*a/n; i suggest listening to the song (linked) to truly understand how seokjin feels*

"Why did you leave me?"

I bit my trembling bottom lip as Namjoon spoke in a soft heartbroken tone, kneeling in front of me.

"Namjoon. I know about Tae and I know about y-your..." I trailed off, the words unable to run past my lips.

"My what, baby?" He leaned in closer, worry and sadness were in his usually cold orbs.

"It doesn't matter. I'm done."

I ripped the ring off my finger and clasped it into his hand, a look of fear (or anger) went through him. I could barely tell. I was more focused on getting off the bed and escaping out the front.

Yoongi had fumed me so I wouldn't struggle when being brought back home, to Namjoon. I woke up in my bed, Namjoon's tall figure on the end, studying me carefully. One thing led to another and now we're in our current situation. Me on the edge of the bed and Namjoon kneeling in front of me.

"Namjoon... I love you, but not in the way I used to."

I figured it was all my imagination when I looked into his upset gaze and heard his heart crack in two.

"W-What do you mean... Seokjin, you're lying."

I shook my head and softly uttered the words that pinged my heart,
"Namjoon. I'm with Taehyung now. Please leave me alone. I'll allow you to see Yoon if you want but-" "Tae?!"

Namjoon was now standing in front of me, anger all over his features

"What'd he tell you? Better yet, why are you trusting what he's saying?"

My mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water.

Why did I trust Taehyung over Namjoon?

"It's best you stay away from me. I'll let you see Yoon once I've figured all the details out."

Namjoon stumbled back before pacing around the room. His hands running through his hair, a sad expression amidst his face. I wanted to reach out and comfort him, tell him that this is what it takes for me to finally do what I should of done many years ago. I was too naive and dumb to see through the lies. Too caught up in a fairytale love story to truly see how twisted the fantasy was. It's time to put an end to all of this.

Namjoon stopped suddenly, back facing me but based off his tone I could tell he had his teeth gritted when he spoke,
"If you walk out that door, I quit. I'm not going to keep wearing my heart up on my sleeve and get nothing in return."

I gulped, I needed to do this.
I had to push past him no matter what it takes.
Because I have a plan. A plan to put an end to all my misery and all these games.
Because I'm tired of being a toy.

I just want to be happy.

"Goodbye." I whispered after getting up and heading towards the door, Namjoon spoke up one last time when I turned the doorknob

"Seokjin." I froze, not daring to look at him.

I heard his footsteps as he made his way over towards me. A shutter traveled down my spine once his lips grazed over my earlobe.

"I may be letting you walk away, but what makes you think I won't try and take my daughter?" His voice was lower, more stern.

"That's all apart of my plan. Be patient. My game has only begun."

I left a stunned Namjoon alone in the dark shadows of my bedroom. If it were the old me I'd have felt bad for doing this, shady even. But for the good of Yoon, and happiness for me, I had to. If I would've known playing both Taehyung and Namjoon was this easy I'd have done it long ago.

I'm over running, it's time I took matters into my own hands. For my happiness and Yoon...