Chapter Twelve: Anchor In This Dark Sea

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Cheyenne's POV:

    From outside the blackness I hear it. The most wonderful voice I had ever heard. I cannot name the person who creates such an amazing series of sounds with their mouth, lungs, heart, and soul. I let the music consume me. The language I best speak, understand more than I understand my own existence, fills me up.

 "Just a small town girl

Livin' in a lonely world

She took the midnight train

Goin' anywhere

Just a city boy

Born and raised in South Detroit

He took the midnight train

Goin' anywhere"   His sweet, perfect voice is better than Steve Perry, of Journey, even had sung this song. I let the lyrics of Don't Stop Believing consume every fiber of my being.

"A singer in a smokey room

A smell of wine and cheap perfume

For a smile they can share the night

It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting

Up and down the boulevard

Their shadows searching

In the night

Streetlights, people

Livin' just to find emotion

Hidin' somewhere in the night

Workin' hard to get my fill

Everybody wants a thrill

Payin' anything to roll the dice

Just one more time

Some will win

Some will lose

Some were born to sing the blues

Oh, the movie never ends

It goes on and on and on and on"   The voice continues with great accuracy, to belt out each note. I think of what my family is doing, how they could be dead right now, and I wouldn't know. At first, this troubles me, but I let the music once again overpower my own thoughts.

"Strangers waiting

Up and down the boulevard

Their shadows searching

In the night

Streetlights, people

Livin' just to find emotion

Hidin' somewhere in the night

Don't stop believin'

Hold on to that feelin'

Streetlights, people

Don't stop believin'

Hold on to that feelin'

Streetlights, people"

    The song ends, and I realize who it was singing. He cannot stop singing. I just needed to hear him keep up this fragile communication he had given to me with anyone else, by singing one song. Too soon, he thinks he shall leave. How had he even managed to come? Was I not dead? Or was this supposed to be my own, personal h*ll? This could never be a heavan to me. . . .

      Instead of his voice coninueing, I hear the speeding beeps of a heart monitor beside me. As the rustling of someone packing up dies, I feel a part of me do the same. My last thought before the blackness takes over again is that he couldn't leave, not again. Why would he leave? Shane had been my only anchor in this sea of black . . .

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