Niall.
I couldn't hear the counsellor... Or see her. Her voice sounded so far away and her appearance was blurry because of my tears
How could Zayn dump me? And two days after I gave him my virginity? I wasn't angry with him at all though... I just felt dead, like nothing mattered anymore
"You can leave now" the lady snapped me from my dream
I just got up and left, shutting the door behind me and wondering where Liam had gone.
Of course he left... If I wasn't good enough for Zayn, why would I be good enough for Liam?
I began to walk, not sure where I was going. I then realised that I wasn't been going anywhere and it was the strange movement of the world around me that made me think I was moving.
I caught the first thing I could, struggling to hold myself up. I didn't know what was going on... I was slipping into darkness and I didn't know why
The bell rang, sending pain searing right through my head an ears. I let out a high pitched squeal and every kid who had left their classes froze.
I felt light headed... My vision seemed to dim and all I wanted was Zayn
ZaynZaynZaynZayn. That's all I could think about. A familiar smell filled my nostrils... Cologne, it was Liam's diesel.
I whimpered for him and he crouched down, taking me in his arms
"Sh, sh, it's okay bubba" he cooed "it's okay... I'm here now"
Bubba. He hadn't called me that since we were in year 3.
"I need you" I began to sob "please... I need you"
Liam stood me up and began guiding me in a direction I wasn't sure. Before I knew it, we were on the bleachers just like a few days ago. Only differences between then and now was I was dating Zayn... And I was happy.
"I hate him" I mewled
"I know Ni... I beat him up for you"
"You hurt him?!" I squealed
"Niall you can't seriously be worried-"
"How could you hurt him?" I began to cry harder "you know how I feel about him"
"He didn't even care that you were upset" Liam looked down at his lap
"Doesn't mean I don't care if he gets hurt" I cried
"Niall please..." Liam gulped "sit down... Just calm down... I want to help"
I sat down after staring intently at Liam.
"I knew I wasn't good enough" I whispered "I've never been good enough... Not once"
"Don't say that"
"It's true though isn't it?" I looked toward Liam "since when have I had a boyfriend?"
Liam didn't answer and I knew why. Liam wasn't able to answer because I was right, I wasn't good enough and nobody had ever wanted me up until Zayn
"That doesn't mean people don't love you" Liam mumured
"Who loves me then?"
"I do"
"Yeah, sure" I laughed
"Niall I'm being serious" Liam said
"If you're trying to make me feel worse" I sighed "it's not working"
"Niall look at me" Liam demanded
"Why?!" I shot at him, snapping my head to his direction
"Because..." Liam's cheeks began to heat "I need to kiss you"
