Warning: there's a little bit of Ziall smut but it's minimal
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Niall.
When I went into Zayn's house it looked a whole lot bigger on the inside... It was like an illusion.
Zayn smiled, taking my hand and beginning to take me upstairs... Why so soon? Surely he didn't want me... Or like me because he'd only met me today.
"Where are we going?" I asked
"Wait and see" Zayn smirked
I knew exactly where he was taking me after he said that. He was taking me to his room. I knew he wouldn't try screw me because... Well because he's Zayn Malik and Zayn Malik isn't gay. If he were he wouldn't also be known as the meanest and scariest bully in school.
It was only when I got to his bedroom I started to get nervous.
"Just relax" Zayn smiled, taking hold of my waist
I nodded, never breaking the eye contact
"You're so beautiful" Zayn whispered, his fingers ghosting my lips
"You think so?" I asked wide eyed, my heart thrumming in my chest
"Those eyes" Zayn moaned "so innocent"
I gulped... What did he want? Was he after compliments or sex? I hoped to god it wasn't the second one. I honestly hoped it wasn't.
"Zayn I-"
"Sh baby" Zayn hushed me, putting me back into the trance he had most girls in
I closed my parted lips, making his smile as he leant in. I felt lips brush mine for a moment before they were pushed roughly onto mine.
My eyes widened in absolute shock when Zayn pried open my lips and slithered his tongue like a snake into my mouth... I loved the way his mouth tasted but how sloppy he was, was horrific!
I struggled against him, wondering how I could have been stupid enough to even let him take me into his room.
"Ni baby" Zayn stuck his hands down the front of my pants
I kept squirming trying to get out of the small space he'd now trapped me in... The corner of his room
Not only was I claustrophobic, but I didn't want him to touch me in the region... Not unless we were in a serious relationship
"Stop"
He ignored me and the moment his fingers touched my tip I let out a high pitched squeal, making him flinch and jump back
"Niall?" Zayn asked concerned
I hugged myself, giving him large teary eyes... How could he act so worried about me after I told him to stop?!
"Niall baby... What's wrong" Zayn said in a serious tone "tell me, you can tell me anything"
"Shut up you slob" I spat
Zayn seemed alarmed
"What?" He then frowned
"Y-you're a liar" I stuttered, starting to get upset "you're not nice, you don't care about anyone... You don't care about me"
"I do" Zayn said quickly "I promise you I do"
"I told you to stop!" I shouted with tears running down my face
"I know but... I thought if I kept going" Zayn's face began to heat "you'd like it"
"Like it?!" I screamed "would I have squirmed the entire time and even flinched in the car if I liked it?!"
"I-I thought you were eager"
"Forget you!" I burst into tears and pushing him away from me
"Niall listen to me-"
"Don't talk to me!" I ran out the bedroom and down the stairs, then leaving Zayn's house
I noticed a woman get out her car as I ran and I accidentally bumped into her, but I did nothing about it... I was too upset to even pretend I cared.
I knew I couldn't get home, not without a car... I didn't exactly know where I was either. So I called Liam
"Hello?" Liam answered
"Li" I whimpered
"Niall? Are you okay?" Liam immediately went to daddy mode "what happened? What did Zayn do?"
"I-I think I need to choose my crush better" I hiccuped
I heard the woman speaking to who I assumed was Zayn but I ignored Zayn and kept talking to Liam
"Crush?" Liam asked
"I loved him so what?" I asked "that still doesn't change the fact that-that he's disgusting!"
"Niall stop crying" Liam said sternly
"I need you... I only need you Liam" I mewled "please... Please Liam. Please come and get me"
"Then we can come back to my house okay?"
"Okay" I cried
Then Liam hung up. I felt Zayn sit beside me and when he reached toward me I flinched and shuffled away... Only to be brought closer
"Let go!" I struggled
"Calm down Ni... I'm not going to do anything to you"
"Get off me"
"I'm trying to help you" Zayn pulled me into his chest, allowing me the security to burst into tears without feeling vulnerable
"I hate you" I cried
"Everybody hates me" Zayn sighed
"I said no"
"I know you did" Zayn's voice was soft "I know... I'm sorry"
After a few minutes of Zayn's cuddles I calmed down and I began to cling... I hoped Zayn didn't mind
"I'm sorry" Zayn sighed "I didn't mean to scare you... Or to make you squeal like that, nobody else has ever turned it down and-"
"Nobody else?" I whimpered
"No like the ones before you" Zayn shook his head "they let me, the begged me more like but-"
"I'm sorry I scared you" I apologised back
"That was a really weird reaction to me trying to touch you" Zayn informed me "squealing like an animal?"
"I... It's what I do when I get overwhelmed"
"With excitement?" Zayn asked
"Fear" I looked deep into his eyes
"Oh" I watched his beautiful eyes must with guilt
"I've done it ever since I was a little boy" I mumbled
"How come?"
"I did it first when I was four" I began my story "I burnt my hand on the oven and then the skin started peeling back... I cried and I screamed but nobody heard me. Then I let out a high pitched squeal and it was as though the entire neighbourhood heard me"
"Really?"
"Ever since that squeal told everyone I was terrified I've just squealed like that after I can't take it" I said "it embarrassing"
Liam pulled up and boy, he looked angry with Zayn holding me to his side
"Back off Malik!" Liam spat
"What?" Zayn asked "Niall tell Liam"
"Tell me what?" Liam glared at me
"I'm ready to leave" I muttered
"But.. Niall-"
"I'm not forgiving you" I shook my head "not till I get a proper apology"
"But baby-"
"And stop calling me that" I said "it's weird... You don't even like me, were not in a relationship and you've known me for three hours"
I left with Liam after that, refusing to speak to him about my experience with Zayn.
"Was it really that bad?" Liam asked
I didn't answer. Instead, one final tear rolled down my cheek from my left eye... Reminding me how blinded I was by Zayn's appearance.
