I sit up, groaning softly. My whole body aches. I stand, forcing my muscles to stretch out. It takes a while, but by the time I'm done I feel much better.
Well- my body feels better. My mind feels whole at last.
But my heart... I don't know if my heart will ever be better again.
I look around. Where am I? I'm in some sort of wooden room, and the floor is rocking beneath me. Am I on a ship?
And if so, where is this ship going? And how did I get on it?
The last thing I remember is running through Ba Sing Se. I think I collapsed at some point, and I must have passed out. There's nothing after that. And before that... I don't want to think about before that.
I will never be ready to think about before.
I push open the door, half surprised when it swings open easily. Whatever I'm doing here, I'm not a prisoner. That's encouraging.
I walk through a narrow hall, my body conforming easily to the motion of the waves. I've been on this ship for some time, obviously.
I hear voices to my left, and turn towards them. A huge man leans against the wall, and a smaller, ratty looking man stands beside him. They're talking about a raid they went on- they must be pirates.
I step forward and they turn to me.
The big man smiles.
"Hey, you're finally awake! I was starting to think you'd sleep forever."
I eye him warily. "How long was I out?"
He tilts his head to one side, thinking. "About two weeks, I think."
Two weeks?!
"Who are you?"
He grins at me. "I'm Niles. This is Xu."
"I'm Ka- Kiri." I'm not ready to be called Katara. Not yet. Maybe not ever. That's not who I am anymore. I look around. "Where are we?"
Niles takes my hand, and I let him lead me through another hall and up a ladder. He talks as we go. "We're just outside Chameleon Bay, near the Eastern Air Temple Island. We're pirates. You?"
I laugh. "I'm a waterbender." Those words echo through my mind. I'm a waterbender. I'm not some useless Earth Kingdom girl. I never was.
And Zuko let me believe- he let me think that my family had abandoned me. But they didn't. They thought I was dead, because of him.
All those months of misery- and the weeks of happiness. I force the thought away. Zuko never loved me. He used me.
My fists clench on the rungs of the ladder, and Niles tugs on my hair.
"You okay, Water Girl?"
I smile at him. "I'm okay."
But I'm not. And I don't think I ever will be.
We step onto the deck of the ship, and the smell of the sea hits me. I stop and breathe it in, soaking up the knowledge that I am finally, truly home. I am a waterbender. I belong here, on the sea, with the ocean breezes in my hair and my element surrounding me.
My element.
I have an element!
I throw my head back and laugh, and Niles' laughs with me. It feels good to laugh. I look over at Niles.
"How did I get here? And where are we going?"
"I found you in the Lower Ring. You were pretty out of it. As for where we're going- that's up to the captain. Wherever the wind takes us, I imagine. You're welcome to stay with us, if you wanna."
I look out over the sea- feel it in my hair, breathe it in. I can't think of a better way to heal.
I look up into Niles' dark brown eyes. "I'd love to, if you'll have me."
He grins at me. "Great! You're going to love it!"
I return his smile, even though I'm not sure about that. I'm not sure that I will ever love anything, ever again. If I will ever be happy again.
But I'm willing to give it a try.
_______
Heh soooo. :) WHAT THINK YOU, LOVELY FANS AND READERS OF MINE?! :D
COMMENT and vote, and as usual five and I'll update... :)
-Tess
YOU ARE READING
Falling for the Enemy (Sun and Moon Book 1)
Fanfiction*A Zutara fanfic* Kara has been living in a little fishing village in the northern Earth Kingdom for as long as she can remember--literally. She woke up on its shores nearly six months ago, and she knows that if it hadn't been for Aki, she'd be dead...