REALITY- a goofed up nightmare ( nanowrimo13)

chap 41

Aarsh's P.O.V.

The days past slowly without Akshi by my side. She had been ignoring my calls and to be honest I was too ashamed to show her my face or even have the courage to face her after what my mom did.

I couldn't do anything. I was a lump on the bed the entire time.

I could barely sleep. Two bites of food was enough to make me puke.

I was grumpy and constantly snappy. Taani was keeping her distance from me.

I was cranky all day. And that is why I preferred staying in my room all day.

i stayed up in my room and wrote all day.

i kept writing poems and messages for her but never had the gutts to send them.

The last poem i wrote was :-

Your the best thing,

that ever happen to me,

nothing beyond your wishes,

no dreams seem to please me.

Your smile is all I await,

your success is all I wish,

Being in your arms forever,

Is the last of my death wish.

Waking up every morning,

cuddling in your arms,

seeing the sunrise together,

nothing more could ever charm.

Sharing every moment,

all thoughts throughout the day,

spending every hour,

along your side all day.

Your memories is all i cherish,

Your words haunt me all while,

your pranks amuse me always,

All i dream is your smile.

I wish my last breathe,

is tight within your arms,

The last thing i see,

Is your eyes deep and warm.

But when i needed you by my side,

you left me all alone,

now nothing more i want,

no explainations,nothing that you own.

Takshil and Kavya tried talking and contact her in some way to talk sense in her, but she had been ignoring all of us.

Kavya and Taani had issues in their relationship because of me and Akshi.

I didn't want their relations to be affected because of ours. So, I asked them to stay out of it.

My mom and dad tried talking to me, but I just ignored them. I didn't even acknowledge their existence in my rooms at times. I was just numb to my surroundings.

Every time I called her it was ignored or rejected. If I called her back to back she would switch her mobile off.

If I messaged, it was never replied back to.

I couldn't take the rejection anymore.

I couldn't dial her number to hear the dial tone run dead.I couldn't check my phone any longer to see she never replied back.