Fantasy Into Reality (Logan Paul)

Chapter 11: Don't leave...

Logan had come back and we were talking about what had happened.

"I'm just scared." I said.

"About what?" He asked.

"I just think I love you but I don't see how." I replied.

"Well if it makes you feel any better I think I do too." He said, looking away from me.

"But it's so stupid Logan." I said, standing up.

"Why? Is it because we're friends?" He asked.

"No!!" I screamed, "it's because you're not fucking real!" I yelled feeling quilty, and sitting down covering my face.

"Sara I am real! Why don't you understand that?" He asked.

"Because you're not if you were then you would know where you are and wouldn't have just shown up here out of no where." I said crying.

"Oh my God Sara are you fucking serious? Well if I'm not real then why don't I just leave?" He asked.

He looked over at me and I didn't say anything, I just stared back. I know he expected me to say something like 'no stay' or 'I'm sorry I believe you' but I didn't I just fucking looked at him.

"Well fine then goodbye I guess." He said, sounding hurt himself.

He turned around and left I saw him walk through the door and I instantly jumped up. I ran to the door but he was gone.

"No Logan!!!" I screamed, tears streaming down my face.

"Logan come back!!!" I screamed.

"I'm sorry please come back!?" I questioned.

I couldn't stop crying I just ran to my bed and lyed down putting my face in the pillow crying. I couldn't believe how stupid I was, I just ruined everything and now he was never coming back. Because I didn't say anything.

I knew life without him would hurt because I wouldn't get over him, well for a long time anyways. I lyed in bed all day and cried. I missed him already and he had barely been gone yet.

I didn't even feel him watching me like I did last time I really felt like he was gone for good. And I really  really hated that feeling because I was stupid and fell in love with him.

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After lying in bed for a few hours crying I decided to watch tv I turned on 'Malcolm in the middle.' And just stared at the tv uninterested. I didn't know what to do I wanted Logan, I missed him.

Watching tv didn't help maybe eating would. I went down stairs and couldn't find anything to make so I juts grabbed my car keys and checked myself in the mirror to make sure that you couldn't tell that I had been crying.

I went out into the car and started it heading for Starbucks. Starbucks always made me feel better no matter what.

I past a few stores but kept going. When I got there I went up to the lady and greeted her. "Hello." I said.

"Hello what can I get you?" She asked.

"Just a peppermint mocha please." I replied, pulling out my wallet.

I handed her a few dollars and went to sit down waiting for my mocha, it wasn't very crowded today there were only a few people but it still took about five minutes for them to make my drink.

I didn't mind though when I was away from the house it made me feel a lot better about the whole Logan situation. Probably because I was doing things to get my mind off of it, and because I was away from where it was happening.

I heard them call my name so I went over and grabbed it thanking them. I sat down and started drinking it. I checked my phone to see that scarlet had called a few times.

I dialed her number and called her.

"Hey." She answered.

"Hey." I replied.

"How is everything? You seem down." She asked.

"No not really. Logan left." I said, starting to cry.

"Aww what happened?" She asked concerned.

"Well I fell in love with him and I told him, he also loved me. And I told him I didn't think he was real and that is was stupid that I was in love with him. He got angry and threatened to leave, but I didn't fucking say anything I just stared at him. Its my stupid fault he left and I feel like he's not coming back. I don't know what to do." I said, sobbing by now and everyone was staring at me.

"Aww girl calm down." She said. "Do you want me to come over?" She asked.

"No.. uhh no I just want to go home and go to sleep but thank you." I said, wiping my face.

"Okay well I have to go, call me if you need anything." She said.

"Okay thank you." I said hanging up.

I got in my car and started driving home. When I got there I went straight to my room I got in bed.

I had the dreams of the man on the motorcycle again.

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Hey guys sorry it's short I needed to update and I have a busy schedule right now I'm at school.

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