*Vent*
"No Control"
Set It OffIt's like watching a rose just wither away
When beauty crumbles and decays
It's like having a voice, with no chance to speak
It's something that you hold, and hold to keepFall to my knees, God I beg you please
Show me just a little mercy
Help me, help me! I'm doing all I can
Pretend I'm unaffected, but their pain became my burdenSwear this isn't what I wanted
God, this house is haunted
The way that this could be, if things would remedy
And after all of this we've been through
I wish that we could switch shoes
This life ain't fair for us allMy ears resound, with the sound of broken dreams
I had where you would breathe, exist eternally
Tell them to leave
You're coming home with me
Remove that damn IV
I wish my words could cure illnessIt's like running a race with no legs or
Swimming a lap with no arms
The door may have slammed in my face but
The windows will heal my scarsSwear this isn't what I wanted
God, this house is haunted
The way that this could be, if things would remedy
And after all of this we've been through
I wish that we could switch shoes
This life ain't fair for us allMy walls are built, and on display
I drown in guilt, due to dismay
Maybe someday I can see how this has shaped me
Bite my tongue, with swelling lungs
I gasp for air and let this goSwear this isn't what I wanted
God, this house is haunted
The way that this could be, if things would remedy
And after all this shit we've been through
I wish that we could switch shoes
Well this life ain't fair for us all
I was listening to some music and happened to come across the vent song that word for word describes something I've been meaning to say.
I owe a huge apology to one of my best friends. oh_schist_2003, I'm not sure if you still do Wattpad, but I'm going to say this anyways. I just wanted to say I'm sorry. You deserve so much better than me. I'm terrible at speeches, but I'm going to try my best to say this. I've been a horrible, horrible person to you. You're such an amazing person, and please never stop Being yourself. You're such a unique and amazing person, I'm so lucky to even know you. Im so sorry for bothering you. I'm really sorry. I don't care if you don't like me like I like you. I just want my best friend to remain my best friend........
I'm sorry