Not such a frantastic life

I'm sorry

Connor's POV:

I honestly don't know what to say, my face was just attacked by Lydia's mom.

"I didn't let her get raped by one of my "friends", I love her!" I am trying to stay clam just because she is my girlfriend's mother, but how is she just going to come in here and accuse me of being the reason  why this  happened to Lyd?

"If you loved her you wouldn't have left her alone long enough for this to happened!" She is beyond angry with me but I can tell that she is more worried and hurt than angry.

"I am sorry but, I do love her and you can not tell me that I don't, when I do, you don't have to live with something like this happened to her when I was supposed to be there by her side, me! Not you, I have to live with, that he could have killed her or even done worse, and it would have all been on me because she told me to leave out of anger. And I did when I shouldn't have. I should have stayed but I didn't and I have to live with that." The tears are burning my eyes and I can't keep them in anymore. I just burst into full sob into my hands. I should have stayed with her I should have fought harder and maybe this wouldn't have happened.

If this didn't happen we could be cuddling in bed watching a movie. I'd laughing when she gets over emotional and then she would playfully punching me. Thinking about it just makes me cry even harder. This is all my fault I should have never took her to the club we should have just stayed home.

"Connor." Lydia's mom called out my name almost in a whisper.

"Yeah what now? Are you going to yell at me more? Tell me more about how I don't love Lydia?" I know I sound mean but come on she just smacked me and told me I didn't love her daughter. Then accused me of being the reason why her Lyd got raped, I have all right to be upset right now.

"No, Connor. I'm sorry not only for yelling at you, but for everything. I guess I let my knowledge of how you used to be bad and hard headed, never listening, always having sex with sluts. That got the best of me and now that I see the way you look at my baby, you look different. You have changed Connor, I'm sorry."

Lydia's POV:

I wake up with a terrible headache, probably from all the blood I lost. It is so hard to open my eyes I open them just a little and the light blinds me so I decide it's best just to keep them close.

I heard someone just not sure who the voice is so familiar but I can't really make out who it is, who ever it is, is having a conversation with someone else.

"I am Sorry but I do love her and you can not tell me that I don't, when I do, you don't have to live with this when something like this happened to her when I was supposed to be there by her side, me! Not you, I have to live with that he could have killed her, or even done worse. And it would have all been on me because she told me to leave out of anger. And I did when I shouldn't have. I should have stayed, but I didn't and I have to live with that." It sounds like Connor but who would he be talking to? It sounds like he is crying, I hate when he crys it makes me feel horrible because he never seemed like the one to cry over anything and I kind of like that I bring out this side in him. I just wish it wouldn't have came to it like this. Me being in a hospital.

"Connor." Someone said very lightly, that must be the other person in the room that Connor is talking to the person sounds female but what girl would come here? It better not be that whore from the club or I will kill the both of them. I am so egar to open my eyes to see who it is but my head hurts way to bad.

"What now? Are you going to yell at me more? Tell me more about how I don't love your daughter?"Connor seems so upset I really wish I could comfort him right now and tell him that I love him... Wait daughter? My mom is here? When did she get here and more importantly, what is going on with her and Connor last time I checked she hated him.

"No, Connor. I'm sorry not only for yelling at you, but for everything. I guess I let my knowledge of how you used to be bad and hard headed, never listening, always having sex with sluts get the best of me. And now that I see the way you look at my baby, you look different. You have changed Connor I'm sorry." Wow I really wish I didn't hear that I can't help but feel jealousy rise in my stomach from her saying that Connor was having sex with other girls even though they were before me, I still don't want to think about that.

Forget my pain. I need to see Connor. I open my eyes very, very slowly to take in the light, little by little not to much at a time. As soon as the two figures came into my vision it took 3 seconds for me to be able to adjust.

"Uhm.. what is going on?" I try to ask but my throat hurts really bad from crying and screaming.

"Lydia, baby, you're awake!" Connor rushed to my side and grabbed my hand. He leaned down and kissed my forhead. I love when he kisses my forehead and nose, I just find it so cute.

"Darling are you okay? " My mother walk to my other side of me and brushed my hair down stroking the side of my face.

"Yeah I just have to pee." I went to get up but I can't feel my legs.

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Thank you guys so much everyone that is reading our book I know this is a little late in the day but i have been real busy with driving I'm working on getting my drivers license and then school and work but we will always find time for you guys love you all:)

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