Not such a frantastic life

Mistakes

~~~~~~~~~On the phone~~~~~~~~




Lydia: "Hey Sophie I know it has been a while but can we talk?"




Sophie: "Lyd you're talking to me?!"

She seemed a little to happy but I don't care.




Lydia: "You don't have the right to call me that anymore and will you just answer the fucking question?"

I was kinda getting inpatient.




Sophie: "Um yeah were are we meeting and what time?"




Lydia: "Busher's park in 15 minutes."




Sophie: "Okay, see you there."




I didn't even reply to her I just left. When I arrived to the park I seen Sophie sitting on the bench waiting for me.







As soon as she spotted me she ran up to me with her arms spread wide like she was jestering me to hug her.

I was so mad because seeing her just made all the memories come back and I hated them and I hated her!







With tears rushing down my face and my fist balled up I knew that Sophie knew something was going to happened because, she put her arms down and took a few steps back.




"WHY ME!? I WAS YOUR FRIEND! THE ONLY PERSON THAT ACTUALLY GAVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU AND YOU JUST LEAVE ME AT A PARTY BY MYSELF TO FUCK MY EX?!"




I knew that what I had said hurt her because she was crying.

I truly didn't care if she was crying.




"I know what you want to do so just do it already." After she said that she didn't brake eye contact with the ground. I blacked out for a moment and when I snapped back to reality I was on top of her punching in the face. I got up when I realized that she was bleeding from her nose and mouth.




About five minutes after I got off of Sophie she got up.

"Okay are you happy now? " She said trying to wipe the blood from her face.




"Yes, yes I am."




"So does this mean that we can be friends again?"




"No." I guess my words had affended her because she gasped.




"Why I know I did wrong and I'm so, so, so sorry. I wish I could take it back because you were right you were the only one that gave a fuck about me and you were my bestfriend so, do you think about that night everyday like I do? It is the night I lost my bestfriend over some stupid douche." She paused for about a minute.




"I'm sorry Lydia. I am really sorry and you don't have to talk me anymore because I know I was wrong."