Not such a frantastic life

Please don't cry

As I walk up to the front desk the man looks at me with concern. I see stress wrinkles around his eyes and on his forehead.

"Did you find the room?" This man looks so caring and nice.

"Yeah, I did but I need to see someone else now." I say playing with my fingers.

"Oh yeah and who would that be?" he pulls out his phone and starts to text someone .

"Suzzy marks. " he looks up from his phone and gives me the room.

"2C, and I'm sorry that you have to go through this. I can't imagine if my girlfriend had to go through what you are. I just texted her to tell her I love her. Just so she won't ever forget."

"Thank you sir."

I walk away and go on a search to find her room. I find it a lot faster than I found Connor's. I walk into her room hoping she would be sleeping but she was awake. She was coloring in Mickey mouse book.

"Hi Suzzy, I'm Lydia." I say, walking closer to her.

"Hi Lydia. I'm Suzzy, but you know that." she looks so sad and it breaks my heart to see any child like this.

"How are you doing Suzzy?"

"Can I ask you something?" she looked up at me with the widest, baby blue eyes with a green sun brusting from her pupils.

"Yes, sweetie, anything. " I sit down next to her on the bed.

"Are my mommy and daddy in the clouds?" She asks and begins to cry and I do too. I don't know how to out it so I just nod. She starts to cry even harder and her eyes change almost exactly the same color as Connor's. She moves closer and hugs me. I hug her back I can't imagine what is going on in her head right now.

"Please don't cry, everything will be okay. " I try comforting her by rubbing her back in little circles.

"My mommy and daddy are in the clouds with my nana and papa, the doctor said I will have to go to bye-bye." I don't know what to do. I can't just let her go to Foster care when Connor, is the reason she is parentless.

"I don't wanna go bye-bye. I wish I could live with someone else." She looks up at me and it makes me want to cry. she can't go to that horrible place so I'm going to do the right thing.

"Maybe, y-you could come live with me Suzzy. Would you like that?"

"For serious?" she asks, calming her sob.

"Yes for serious." I laugh at her alliteration.

"I will try and try my hardest to get you to come and stay with me and my boyfriend. " I said, she smiles so big its a warming bright smile. Just like Connor's.

"Yay" she said sitting up and jumping out of bed and hugs my leg tightly.

"You shouldn't go bye-bye. You should be with a family that will love you." I say as I brush her long light brown hair to her left shoulder.

"Thank you Lydia. " she says into my ear.

I hope Connor will be okay with this, even if he isn't he was the one that caused her to lose her parents. So I might be her new, guardian, even if Connor doesn't want her. I do.