Not such a frantastic life

why?

Connor's POV:

"What do you mean you can't feel your legs?" I always hoped I would be the one that fucked her so hard that she couldn't feel her legs for a week or two but the fact that that pervert did and I didn't makes me want to go and beat the shit out of him again.

"I can feel them they just tingle and hurt really bad." I can tell by the tone in her voice that she is in great pain. I don't know what to do should I get the doctor? Should I help her to the bathroom?

"Do you want me to go get the doctor?" I place my hand on her thigh and she flinches from my action. She doesn't make eye contact with me she continues to stare at the sheets that cover the bed. I remove my hand and go to find the doctor.

The halls are almost completely empty there is one nurse at the counter putting needles and bandages in a tray.

She pads into the room across room the hall. I follow her to the room a stand in the doorway. Wow is all my mind can process at this moment.

I knew I didn't kill him, I should have.

"You can't be in here sir." her eyes tell me that she is putting pieces together. My bloody knuckles, anger in my eyes and JC's fucked up face.

"I'm not going anywhere but I love how you think I would, it's quite funny." Im not asking this as a question. I'm laughing because it is so humorous how she thinks I'm just going to obey her wishes.

"Do you two know each other?" She waves her hand back and forth justering between Jc and I.

"Yeah, we do he is a childhood friend." Jc answers, I give him a concerned look. Did he really just say that? There is no way in hell I am going to be friends with him after he raped girlfriend.

"Okay I will leave you two, to talk." she says before leaving the room.

"Look Con.." I cut him I don't want to hear his shit.

"Why Jc? What in your fucking mind made you do that to my girlfriend?" I can't help but yell and clench my fist until my knuckles are white.

"Because of the way you treated her at the club, I heard it all. She is done with you. You said hurtful things to her and when she came running to me, I got to excited and couldn't help myself. Just the way she screamed made me want her even more. She was so tight and wet wrapped around my big di..." I cut him short with one single punch to the throat, I will be totally surprised if his throat isn't going to be seriously damaged.

"I don't care how you say I treated her you didn't have to rape her you asshole and for your information I love her. For once in my life in complete. I'm happy. I love that fucking girl with every ounce in my body. I just don't show it like I should because one day she will leave me, because she is way to good for me!"

I whip the tears from my now soaked cheeks turned around and walked out of the room to try and find the doctor again.

After an hour of countless looking I give up and go back to the room, I need to check on Lydia.

I get to the room to find Lyd sleeping, the nurse must have came while I was gone. I hope she is okay because I do love her she means the world to me and I don't want to lose her. Lydia and I have only known each other for 4 months, but I truly am falling for her. She is what makes me not drink anymore. She makes me sober. From her gorgeously long hair, down to her high cheek bones and hazel-gray eyes and her plump pink lips, to her petite body, and her ridiculously cute, little painted toenails. I knew I loved her since the day we moved in together. I still regret letting her father paying for it. I know damn well I couldn't have done that in my own. I may have told her mother and Jc but, I don't want to tell her. I'm scared. Scared that she'll reject me. Scared that when I do, it'll scare her off. And then she'll find someone better than me. I take a set next to her bed and slowly drift off to sleep. Our future together isn't bright to others, but there's a tiny twinkle of hope. And you better fucking believe I'm going to make that twinkle into a glaring, bright light. Hopefully Lydia will be able to see it too. Everything will be just fine repeats in my head as the sleep takes over my restless body.