I'm done... I'm tired of living every day with this pain. The only division of the day being the four hourly segments when I can take my pain meds.
The kick in the teeth is the knowledge that I can't do anything to put myself out of my misery because I have people who rely on me being here for them and being as healthy as I can possibly be for them.
Instead, I'm here writing a dairy entry to ask anyone who reads this to say a prayer for me. I strongly believe in the power of prayer as a recent convert to the Catholic faith and I think that it is the only thing that will see me through the coming days and weeks while I fight to get my face back to it's normal self again.
