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I'm sorry

Guys...I-I can't rn...I'm sorry

I'm going to take a break...
I'm not going to upload imagines until I'm back...don't know how long that will take...

I'm crying my eyes out rn..For me it's 22:00 pm rn.
I'm alone in my room while the rest of my family are all together downstairs. *deleted*.

I've been this for the last days...on school I was always the happy and positive kid...the last days the only thing I do is crying and looking down. My friends and teachers asked me what was wrong with me... I didn't replied...I didn't said anything...bc I know they won't understand...no one will...

At least I'm going to TRY to explain to you guys bc y'all are fams too. I-I can't explain...what's wrong with me...I'm not going to say everything but...

So...yeh It's all about the twins...

I sometimes just can't handle the life of a FAN! I just can't!
Everytime I'm sad I just have to think about the twins and I'm happy.

But like I also break down crying...

I cry because of the fact I'm so madly in love with someone I don't know and he doesn't know me eather!

I cry because of the fact I'm never going to see/speak/hug...the person who made my life better.

I cry because It's too much for me.

I can't handle this...

Ya'll maybe know *deleted* as the happy,positive kid...but I also am *deleted* the kid who cry everyday the kid that can't help it the kid that looks at everyone and thinks: why are they'll so perfect and why do I have to be me?...The kid who gets hurt...easily

I know I know... Y'all now think:

Stop being so dramatic

You always cry

You're overreacting

They're people with bigger problems than this

I KNOW I KNOW!!! OKAY I KNOW!!

I HEAR IT EVERY DAY!!!

BUT IS IT MY FAULT I CAN'T HELPT IT!?

I DIDN'T WANT THIS
I DIDN'T CHOOSE FOR THIS
I DIDN'T ASKED FOR THIS
I DIDN'T!

NO ONE BUT NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME! I BARELY UNDERSTAND MYSELF!!

I'M NOT OVERREACTING! This is what's happening to me rn and I can't stop it.

I'm *deleted* 13 years old, a kid that's in love with 2 boys

I'M 13 WHAT DO I KNOW ABOUT LOVE!!!?

+ the fact they're coming to a city near me but like still too far and not mine...just breaks me in 10.000 pieces

I love y'all so much I really do! And the twins...they're my WORLD MY WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD.
I know I don't have to do this and don't have to be like this.
I know I don't have to think like this But I just can't take all this rn..I can't

If you comment: same.
probably not
And I'm sorry if it really is the same...you feel me...it's breaking you...

ONE LAST THING!
Everyone is beautiful on their own way. If anyone tells you wrong. FUCK IT you don't need them you don't need negative people in your life. Do your best! Yesterday is history tomorrow maybe never come! Do you! BE YOUR BEAUTIFUL SELF. I'm normally not like this ( I mean all the depressed stuff) but I hope I'm the normal *deleted* back soon.

I'm sorry...I'm gonna stop here because I can write an entire book about this ...Hope I'm coming back soon.