I'm truly broken rn ...I have no words...
Okay I know y'all want Chapter 10 and I promise you guys I will post tomorrow. If you want to skip this and not read...just do what you want...But if you read what I have to say I would truly appreciate that!
So I couldn't just let this pass, I couldn't just not talk about this to you guys and I want to know your opinions.
Of course I'm talking about this weeks video...
I-It hurts me seeing them like that. And I'm not just saying this because I'm a "fan" and that's what we say I guess NO I'm saying this because I truly care about them and I kow you guys do too!
Although I've seen some "fans" in this fandom who are truly making me sick! (I'm not going to explain that y'all know what I mean)
It breaks me that they weren't happy at all when I thought they were...They should NEVER and I mean NEVER take their own happiness and health for trying to not let us down because NO MATTER WHAT WE SUPPORT THEM AND THEY WONT EVER LET US DOWN!...it's just so painful to know that they did this for so long..
When E told us that he punched glass out of frustration .. I felt my heart drop. Like knowing he hurt himself physically because he didn't wanted to hurt someone mentally is just...
Before I continue. If you think I'm overreacting or being cheesy or whatever I DO NOT CARE. I'm not being cheesy, I'm not overreacting, This is something that really affects me and I just truly care so much about them and knowing they're unhappy is the worst!
But I know you guys can agree with me on that bc you guys are the best and Ily! Thank you!
So back to what I was saying. I understand them soo much. Hiding your feelings is the worst! Trust me I know. It's hard to express them, you have to do it to the right person!
They really should stop acting happy when they aren't at all because when they aren't happy I'm also not happy and I know many of you guys agree with this!
"time heals everything. 99.999% of what's going on in your life rn is going to be something you'll look back at and laugh about in the future or you completely forget about because it's not as big of a deal as it seems like it is rn. everything's going to get better so smile just smile about it because there's no reason you should feel down in your life rn. you deserve to be happy at all times. you deserve to have a smile on your face"
-GBD
And so this is what I've been sticking with as long as I heard Gray telling us that. And that also means for them so everything will get better and we will support them till the end!
Just saying that I'm NOT depressed or something I'm okay! Please let me know in the comments what you guys think and that I'm not the only who's so broken about this...
It's like midnight rn and I'm so tired and I need this sleep so bad rn so...yeh lemme know in the comments and gn
BUHBYE MAH BROMIEOMIES🙊👑
