||| Is he what you wanted him to be ? ❤️ is he your rider ..❤️|||||
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" you love is poison .. It's vicious ... Will u survive ?"
After I left out the room I went and got the little shit Nicki had and took it and sat it on the side of the rode.
I then walked back upstairs and woke Nicki up . I shook her a couple of times .
Nicki : " hm? "
August: " get the fuck outta my house . "
Nicki: " wha ? "
August: " get the fuck out my house Nicki ! "
Nicki : " aug- I "
August: " you still not getting out ? Okay got some fo dat ass . "
I grabbed her by her hair and started dragging her out .
She was screaming and kicking and shit , but I didn't care .
I pulled her all the way out my house and shut my door and Locked it . I rolled up an blunt and watched football.
Reason why I did that shit is , her dad is dead , that mean my job is ova , I got some pussy ... so why would , I need to keep her in my house ? 🤔🤷🏾♂️
Nic
What's did I do ?
What went wrong ?
Why would he do that to me ?
He said he would be there for me ?
All of these thoughts was going thru my head as I was walkin down the street , with my bag . It was scary .. Men would say stuff, very inappropriate things . 😭
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I just didn't know where to go .. my muva gone & my dads gone I have no body.
I came up on an shelter and signed up , she gave me a key and I took the stairs up to my apartment. It was a very improved shelter home . All I had to do was pay rent every other month & she told me at the desk to tell me when I get a job , cause you have to get an job in order to live here . You get pick from a 1 bedroom up to a 3 bedroom. Lights , cable and other stuff come with it , all you have to worry bout is rent .
I picked a one bedroom full out , that means big ...
After walking the steps I finally made it to my New Apartment .
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My eyes Lit up , I loved it ... But I will now rely on this forever..
Just after I finish my classes , Imma really go out and get a job and get my own house so I can provide for myself.
It started to get dark as , I started to get hungry.
I grabbed my key and left out walking .. I headed off to my fathers house ..
After like a 30 minute walk I finally reach his house . I seen where it was police all around his house .
As I walked up to the house a policeman stopped me .
Police: " Can I help you mam ?"
Nicki : " This is my fathers house & I wanted to grab my belongings.. "
Police : " if this is your so called fathers house , then give me his name ."
Nicki : " King Brandon Maraj , date of birth 7/3/65 & late wife Carol Maraj & I'm his only child Onika Tanya Maraj and if you don't believe that , my drivers license & birth certificate are in the house . "
Police: " no , no I believe. You can go gather your things , just don't touch any evidence. " he said handing me a pair of gloves .
I gave the man a smile as , I went inside.
When I went in it reeked of blood, drugs wine and everything in between.. I almost threw up .
I went upstairs to my room grabbed my two Nike duffle bags and put my hair dryer & flat irons and curlers .. I grabbed my perfume and lotions & scarfs .
Then I grabbed all my shoes and pants and tops and shorts . Then my underwear and bras .
I then lifted up my mattress and grabbed my money I been saving up .
I zipped up my duffle bags and grabbed my book bags and put my little extra stuff in it .
I sat them down on my floor and grabbed my charger and my phone & put them both into my bag .
I then peep out my room , to see if it was any officers.. I didn't see nun so I went my dads office .
I searched thru drawers and everything.. Didn't find nothing , then I seen a picture of me my momma and my dad , I grabbed it and there revealed a safe , there was a keypad in my way .
I tried my birthday, my daddy's, his tag number . Then I typed in my moms birthday and it work!
It opened up to a Gun , some weed , and a roll of money .
I thanked God. and I seen a letter and grabbed it .. I'll read it later tho.
I slipped out of my dads off and closed the door then I went back into my room and grabbed my two duffle bags and my bookbag .
I came to the bottom of the steps and looked out the back window to see if his car was still here . I definitely need it . I looked in the kitchen for the keys and my luck they were in there .
I grabbed them and went to the car , I put my bags in the car and cranked the car up .
I pulled out the drive way and made my way to the Walmart .