vicious

can ya hea me ?

Aug

I walked into to the room .. there she was so pale .

I touched her , she was so cold .

Her arm was wrapped up so I couldn't see the cuts.

She had oxygen in her nose .. but her heart beat was moving slow.

She's been unconscious since I found her , and that was last night it's about 12:00 a.m

I just want nic to wake up and be alright.

I just stare at her .

Admiring her beauty.

She would have been a amazing mother.

A tear slid down my eye , one tear turned into millions.

I put my head into my head into my hands and let the tears flow.

" auhgust "

I didn't wanna believe it .. I looked up and it was true.

August: " hey baybeh "

She straight faced me .

Nicki : " what are you doing hea ? "

August: " I saved ya life that's why I'm hea "

Nicki : " you walked out on me tho.. "

August: " I knoe I was just upset bout the baby I- "

Nicki: " THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU WALK OUT ! I-I needed you.. and you left me.. I didn't ask for all of this .. I didn't ask to be pregnant by you .. I didn't ask for any on this BULLSHIT ! My whole life has been fucked up since I met you. "

Tears streamed down her face.. it was her just breaking down , I could tell she was hurt .. she right she didn't ask for all of this .. she's broken she lost her mom , dad & her first child and I'm being the selfish one for not being there for her.. at the most time when she needs me..

I didn't even say anything back to her. , I was think about getting up and walking out like the cold hearted nigga i am but instead I went over to her bed and held her in my arms.

No words was exchanged, she didn't try to push me away.. all she needed was to know that imma be hea for ha.

Hours later .. I noticed she was sleep. I didn't move I stayed right thea until the next morning.

Morning 🌞

Nicki 💍

I woke up to the light shining in my face..

" to damn bright " I mumbled.

I rubbed my eyes and looked around the room , their was roses and balloons , teddy bears and stuff.

Then August walked in with some papers .

Nicki : " what's all of this " I said point at the stuff .