vicious

well look what the wind blew in...

Thankssss for 5k babies OKURRRR🤪

Nicki 🤩

I wish my son didn't have to go through this , have to put up with a father that doesn't care you rather fuck bitches than be a man.

I discussed on the phone with Chandra, on what me and August had talked about.

She said that it wasn't right & that it shouldn't have come to this point to where we have to get the court involved.

but she also reminded me of who august was a drug dealer..

by me taking him to court isn't going to do anything but say on paper that I got custody.. papers won't keep august away.

what can I do to make him a father?

i can't force nobody to do something they don't wanna do ..

August 🤩

As I was sitting across from my bro tyric passing the blunt I was venting bout nicki.

August: " she saying ion wanna be in lul dudes life , like what the fuck she mean just because I missed the fucking birth doesnt mean ion wanna be a fatha "

Tyric : " she probably was just in her feelings that you was fucking another bitch instead of her. "

August: " yeah you right " I said blowing out smoke.

Tyric : " so what you gonna do? cause if she take you take you to court ya done "

August : " she ain't bout that. I'll probably be back over there to straighten her out . " i said laughing.

Tyric : " my niggga " he said dapping me up.

Nicki 😜

I was rocking kahmari and watching tv .

I was just sitting and thinking , I could really leave town and start over with my son and find a man that's gonna love me and my baby .

I heard a knock on the door so I got up to go see.

When I opened the door no body was there but I saw a black car pull off .

Nicki : " PLAY ON MY DOOR AGAIN SEE WHAT HAPPEN BITCHHHHHH! "

The black car stop and shot at me but missed.

I screamed and ran back in the house.

I guess my scream and the shot sound scared kahmari and he started crying.

I ran up to my room and locked the door .

I held kahmari tight and rocked him till he calmed down.

Once he calmed down I grabbed my phone and called Chandra .

No answer.

I called back a couple of times

Still no answer.

I had no one else to call so I called August.

As I expected no answer.

At a time when I'm not calling to bitch

I really need him.

August 🤪

As I was giving miracle back shots

I saw my phone light up and nicki came across the screen I ignored it .

She probably calling to bitch again

And ian got time for it .

Miracle : " ouuuuuu yesss " she moaned

I literally had a limp dick.

She ain't make me hard or nothing.

So I slid out and got up and put my clothes on .

Miracle: " where are you going ? I was almost there "

I didn't say anything I just got up grabbed my phone and dipped.

If I can't nut , she won't ether 🤷🏽‍♀️

I was just driving I didn't know where I was going I was just riding .

I ended up sitting outside of nicki's place

No lights or nothing was on

She usually be downstairs or sum shit .

Also the car wasn't gone so she had to be at home.

I got out the car and made my way to the door .

I turned the knob and it was unlocked .

I heard baby cries .

Wtf

I yell out Nicki's name but i got no answer.

The cries was coming from upstairs.

So it had to be kahmari.

I ran upstairs to find kahmari crying but no nicki.

What the hell is going on.

Tbc💓

I feel like this chapter was everywhere and didn't make since 🙃

Slide some ideas in my messages or in the comment or something shit 😂😂

Sorry for long wait .

I really apologize! ❤️. 

Xoxo Li 💋