vicious

word.

Nicki 💗

Nicki : " august get the fuck out this room! I will rip these fucking cords of me fucking kill you like on moms yo "

August: " nicki just listen to me . "

Nicki : " Listen to fucking what ?! A lame ass apology? Shut the fuck up . "

August: " it was just a fucking quick nut , and you fucking bitching for fucking what you not my bitch ?! "

Nicki: " ARE YOU DUMB?! I know I'm not you fucking girl ! Stupid! I was saying that shit on your sons behalf! Fucking busting onna bitch is sooooo more important than one of the most important days of your and his life , but you don't understand that do you ? You just a dumb fucking nigga that don't give a fuck about nobody but your fucking self "

August: " nicki I promise I wanted . "

Nicki: " tell that shit to a ho that cares , cause I don't bitch. "

August: " you so fucking selfish every time I do something wrong you flip out for no fucking reason ! "

Nicki: " shut the fuck up you make no fucking sense, leave before I punch this emergency button and have to police escort you up outta hea. "

He stale faced me.

Nicki : " NOW AUHGUST ! " I said as I screamed to the top of my lungs on the verge of crying.

He grabbed his stuff and left.

NEXT TWO DAYS ...

I have been sitting in this cold ass hospital room for two whole days , I'm just ready to get back to my house tbh..

Chandra came to visit and the girls . August hasn't been back since i told him to get out.

To day is my release day , so I had Chandra bring me some clothes.

She is such a big help. 🙏🏽

I told her about august and she just shook her head..

I mean what could she really say..

The lady finally finished with my discharge papers.  They put me in a wheelchair and roll us out the the front entrance where Chandra was waiting. She put the baby in the car and the I got in and she drove us home .

We got home and I hugged Chandra goodbye and I walked into the house.

Nicki: "welcome home kahmari " I said as I pulled the blanket off his face and smiled.

Even tho he was sleeping mad hard. 😂

I carried him up the stairs and laid him on my bed, while I changed into something more comfortable.

I heard my phone vibrate, cause it was just now turning from being off while I was in the hospital.

I picked it up & it had a message left from jahari.

Some sappy ass apology & congratulations on the baby.

I just deleted the message thread , fuck him frfr .

As I slid on my socks , I walked back over to my bed .

I just stared at kahmari , he's really a blessing.

He's so beautiful handsome and adorable in one 😍😍

I put him  , in his crib & then I got in my bed and I fell asleep.

LMFAOOOO

thought I was

Mari , kept me up ALLLLLLL night .

Mannnn when I say I got nooooo sleep

NUN

NADA

ZIP

ZERO

It seemed like every time I closed my eyes

He would start crying.

Like wtf lil nigga.

NEXT MORNING

I was in the kitchen rocking kahmari and trying to fix breakfast.

Wasn't working out ...

I sat him in the bouncer and turned it on so it would rock itself.

I sat him beside me and started eating at the table.

As I was eating , I picked up my phone and dialed august number.

After the 4 ring he answered.

August: " wassup. "

Nicki : " wassup? ,  and I haven't take to you in three day talm bout some wassup . smh , but nevermind that come over we need to talk. "

August: " ard I'm on th- "

I hung up.

He ain't bout to like what I'm bout to lay on him.

But do I care ? NO 😂😂 fuck him.

Tbc. 💓

What y'all think nic wanna talk bout? 🤭

Sorry babesss , I have been slacking MAD hard and that's not fair to y'all 🙃

Imma get better it's just school is in da wayyyyy 😤 but I apologize 😌

Update on my other book coming in a lil while 💛