vicious

the talk.

Nicki. ✨

As I finished washing my dishes , I noticed that kahmari was sleep , I got him out the bouncer & took him upstairs to lay him down in his crib.

I turned on the baby monitor and made my way downstairs.

As I came down the steps there was a knock on my door .

As I knew it was August I opened it .

I stepped to the side & let him walk thru.

He sat down on the couch & I sat on the opposite couch.

August: " so wassup? " he said as he leaned back on the couch.

Nicki: " wassup is , I haven't heard from you .. for three whole days .. you have not offered to bring pampers.. formula . Nothing .. but that's not the point cause I don't need shit from you .. but your son needs a fucking father.. but the way you acting seems like you don't wanna be a man and do that.. so with that being said .. I WILL take you to court and I WILL get full custody & you will no longer- well you don't see him anyways , but you WONT see him another day in your fucking life. Do I make myself clear?"

August: " you told me to get out ? tho.. thought that is what you wanted ? "

Nicki: " if I told your dumb ass to jump off a fucking cliff would you do it ?? It's not bout what the fuck I want like i said I don't need shit from you .. but kahmari does . "

August: " you won't fucking let me she the got damn baby. "

Nicki: " make an EFFORT! " I said standing up getting a little heated .

He raised up too.

August: " what the fuck you gone do hit me? "

Nicki: " I would love to but I'm better than that , not bout to fucking beg you to be a fucking man! You ain't nothing but a little bitch that can't carry his own luggage! You slipped up and dropped this baby in me and now you wanna be a pussy! "

August: " ian no fucking bitch , bitch .. I bought you this fucking house AND furnished this shit , brought you a car and made sure your dumb ass had money in your pocket & I get repaid by son getting taking away from me before I can't even meet em ? That's some foul shit onikah "

Nicki: " takes one to know one right ? & I didn't ask you to do all that shit , I was fucking fine in my apartment! But you had to do the most and do all this shit ! OH SO NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN ITS YOUR " SON " FUCK OUTTA HERE ! FOUL SHIT?? NIGGA YOU FOUL FOR FUCKING A BITCH OVER BEING THEIR FOR YOUR FUCKING CHILD ! "

August : " obviously you wasn't fine , every other day you was trynna kill yourself . "

I got silent .

Nicki: " okay august, since this conversation is not going nowhere.. I'll just see you in court. " I said as my voice shaked cause i was on the verge of crying.

He stood in front of me realizing what he just said.

He didn't say anything he just walked pass me an left.

I dropped to my knees and started crying.

I don't deserve this.

I felt like things are taking a bigger turn for the worst in my life.

I don't even know why I'm crying .. I have been hurt so much it would seem like I'm numb to it .. but I'm not ..

August 💛

It's like I wanna be there .. but she won't let me

I understand I messed up but I don't know how fix it ..

I understand that I can't fix it but fuck it .

Tbc 💛

Will Nicki get custody?

Will August try to fix things?

Only time will tell.

I know y'all tied of me saying sorry but I really am ❤️

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